Here I am in the dark cold lonely night
I
am so very lost to the world around me
Not
knowing who I am, Where I am going
So
I reach out for your love
Which
I know there nothing there to love
Or
is there but cannot be seen through my sad lonely eyes
As
I lay myself down to sleep in the dark lonely night
Silence
surrounds me from everywhere
And
with each heartbeat from my chest
I
wonder about my past, my present and my future
Why
am I here all by myself in this cold lonely night?
In
this city with no one to love and to share my sad and happy dreams with
Where
are my loving brothers and sisters?
Where
are my loving mother and father?
Do
they ever think of me? As much as I have think of them?
I
lay myself down to sleep in the dark lonely night
Facing
loneliness and wondering when my misery life will end
Because
I have no one to share my pains and dreams with
No
one to love, no one to care and no one to share my happy dreams
Every
teardrops from my eyes symbolizes my loss and my pains from the deepest
part of my lonely heart
I
wanted to kill myself but the voice in me keep saying your love with come
one day
And
it will be better by tomorrow if you could wait for a day
Your
love may not come today or tomorrow but it will come someday
Dry your tears and be happy that you are alive even though you have a misery life.
Lisa Lor 2000
