You have left me years ago

but in my heart

I haven't let you go

I keep on believing you'll come back

not realizing you've already left

to myself I keep on lying

that one day

you'll come crying back

back into my arms once more

like I had you there before

Now I know it can not be

like what we used to have

indeed

I will leave with a broken heart

and one day

you'll know

what you have lost

I will try not to miss

your tender loving kiss

with tears in my eyes

now

it's my time to say good bye

Killing words

Each world that you said to me

you thought  you're try to keep me

but each world you said to me

don't you know that you just pushing me further away

Each word that you used

can you see the distance between us has gone  further apart?

Maybe our future wasn't meant to be

that's why we are always fight with all our might

We always fight because we don't  love each other

we always try to control each other