A thousand hundred times i cry, bitter and twisted
31 telephone conversations, four letters returned adress unknown.

I see things in you, a mirror would hide, staring,.
crying hoping and screaming , a classic movie scene,.
living life through your dreams.

I crawled on knees raw and bleeding, i searched for
you throughtout the rain, but to find my mind was broken,.
this is not the path my life had chosen,
it will be my final year,
it will be the only thing i fear,
the only thing i hold dear.

i cherished you
(You faltered me)
I worshipped you
(you slaughtered me)
like the knife,
your presence left my heart open and bleeding.