Life
Pain overcomes the body without an answer to what it is, your life revolves around the pain instead of life being lived to the fullest. Why cant the answers come, why do i hurt so? One day coming to i have the answer i have been seeking the pain that
was my life is now but a few scars of rememberance.
My life now will change the person i am sorta died like the massive tissue that overtook my body, I can now enjoy things in life once again a newness has been given to me. How will i accept the challange of this enormous gift? Will it change my life? My life will now give me fullfillment instead of pain and anger for those moments i lost i cannot get back but for the moments that were just given to me i now can shape and make my own. Hours will not be hours to me anymore the day will be mine to make it as long as i want it to. My time was once again handed to me how will i use it is up to me
once again to live the youthfulness that has been taken or crawl and hide. My youthfulness seems to overtake me and i soar like an eagle waiting my nest way over the mountain.


Lady Sil

Life
Pain overcomes the body without an answer to what it is, your life revolves around the pain instead of life being lived to the fullest. Why cant the answers come, why do i hurt so? One day coming to i have the answer i have been seeking the pain that
was my life is now but a few scars of rememberance.
My life now will change the person i am sorta died like the massive tissue that overtook my body, I can now enjoy things in life once again a newness has been given to me. How will i accept the challange of this enormous gift? Will it change my life? My life will now give me fullfillment instead of pain and anger for those moments i lost i cannot get back but for the moments that were just given to me i now can shape and make my own. Hours will not be hours to me anymore the day will be mine to make it as long as i want it to. My time was once again handed to me how will i use it is up to me
once again to live the youthfulness that has been taken or crawl and hide. My youthfulness seems to overtake me and i soar like an eagle waiting my nest way over the mountain.


Lady Sil

The Eve
Tonite is the eve of devastation so many wounded hearts touched with horror, candle lightings to remember on that nite to make those who were taken shine again and those that were left behind to see
that they didnt forget. What shall i do this eve so many newscast broadcasting the pain of the eve before how shall i remember what shall i do with these feelings, I wasnt there but i felt it, i didnt
lose anyone but i cried. I watched the sun go down and thought how far have we come since then, our hearts are still heavy but with time the sun again will shine where those towers once stood, souls of
those who were lost will always remain as guardian angels there. Around the world for one day devastation did attack us but we rose up held hands lit candles and held one another. One year later those who were lost that day will rise up in sky and join hands and sprinkle peace on us left below the healing will start and each year on that day they will sprinkle peace around the world.


Lady Sil

What Do I Feel
I stop and ask myself what are feelings and how do they affect me, how do they change me, Do they mold who i am? When i am happy I soar but when you look deeper in me you will see when I am sad i soar also. I soar with emotions whether it be high or low, good or bad. Hold your hand on my heart feel the pulse it beats whether I am happy or sad. Touch me feel what I do, feel me the real me the one who
explodes with passon ignites with Dominance softens with a romance. Hold me calm the raging storms deep inside me waiting to burst forth but to what where would the storm go, which direction would it take,
would it engulf me, swallow me or would it burst forth with such energy that I would ride it for years, So before you say you know what i feel touch my heart and feel the pulse of my heart is there a
storm or is there a calm before the storm.

Lady Sil

War
What is this word you say, What meaning does
it truly hold War you say brings freedom and
peace but does it really? The lives that are taken so innocently is that really freedom.
I would rather hear when the word called war is used that it represents power for that is what it truly signifies. Power that brings freedom and peace.


Lady Sil

The Bite
I looked into your eyes I was lost the feelings overtook I had never been taken to this part before. You had me soaring I wanted more. With each bite you took more, I didnt realize at first what this really meant then I saw the gleam in your eyes and the hunger you felt. You looked me in the eyes and told me I could never return but that we would live forever with just one more bite. I cried out in passion I want the bite for this is worth the journey, I felt the teeth so sharp they were the first bite was pain then sweetness flowed from his body to mine, when it was over I felt a glow for now I was on a new journey, Watch me closely, for you will see the change I no longer am me but yet I am when you come close feel the fear for like you I feared at first I can take away your fear with just one BITE!


Lady Sil

Tears



A wet line stained my face where a teardrop had fallen. A tissue could not catchall the tears that had fallen for my heart was sad I wept for the life I had for the life I missed the life I could never have back. I was told be strong it will end soon your life will be back, but those words held no comfort for what I had lost was never retrieveable the scars would hold for many years. The time lost is so precious for no one can turn back the hands of time nor return what was lost. You ask what did I lose that was so dear? I lost a part of myself the scars in time will be there as a reminder but will heal. The strain on the pocketbook was devastating but the most dear thing of all was the loss of friendships that were strained by the sickness that overtook my body. The friendships that were thought that would never falter did falter as time went by the distance gained and that
my friend is the part of me that was taken, yes in time the body will heal but the heart once
scarred will always be scarred.

Lady Sil

The Touch
Close your eyes, do you remember the first time you were ever touched? Do you remember the anticipation? The feel of the bare skin, the desire within, the hunger, the need. Now all grown up and the hunger and desire's haven't changed but the need has. It's not the touch of what you have known that you desire, it's the touch of the forbidden, you get a small taste which makes you crave the forbidden. You try not to think about the small
portion you were served, but your body intervenes and your mind is consumed you want to feel the touch
you crave the softness, the gentleness. When you
sleep you are in a state of euphoria you only
imagine what it will be like when your taken all the
way, where there is no limits, where the forbidden
takes you body mind and soul never to return to
just a touch but touches.

Lady Sil

Reflections
I fell asleep last nite and had a dream a reflection more than a dream. I looked deep inside the reflection for it intrigued me, I saw a woman with many emtions like a whirlwind,they would pick her up and set her down. With each uplift a new vision i did see, This woman held no face but it was her heart I did see. There were all the basic emtions but that is not what intrigued me, it was the way the emtions took over her, every heartbeat held a new experience a new feeling for a moment in time an undecribable reflection stronger than the last.When I awoke from this dream I knew that I was the one in the reflection and touched my heart for I knew many new experiences did lie before me and if that dream were correct many more reflections I would see.

Seasons Change
Mood:  not sure
I wake up from a long
restless sleep to find the warm sun that once shone
has turned to a cold wind. When did the
season change where did the summer go? I see the leaves changing colors where did the green grass go?My sleep was long but was it this long! I had so many plans so many thigns to do that required the sun now I will have to wait until the seasons change back to the warm sun I knew before I slept.


Lady Sil