Never take Cyclobenzaprine!
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Technocolor Head Sqins
Topic: Look ... pink bunnies!!
Yesterday (Wednesday) I went to the dr for a refill of my back relaxers ... well, instead of prescribing me the usual Naproxyn, he wrote up a scrip' for cyclobenzaprine! Apparently cyclobenzaprine does not agree with me. Between running to the bathroom and sleeping as though dead, I did not get anything done today.


List of no no drugs for me:

- steroids
- peniciline (or however it is spelt)
and now
- cyclobenzaprine

I swear if there are no other back pills other than cyclobenzaprine, I thik being in constant pain would be better than this medication (I say that now)! My head is just now slowing down with its spinning, and I am thinking of going to bed very soon while I dont have to use the ... erm ... facilities.

Talked to Karl tonight - loads of love. Today will be a busy one for him and I hope I didnt keep him awake too long. Its kind of interesting how that is all going - met online, and sometimes talk online, but mostly it is an offline long distance relationship. 8 days before he comes here though and I am ooober excited about that; 9 days until it is my birthday *grin grin*.

Ok, sleep time ... love you Karl and miss me much *grins*

Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: me - in the raw ;)
Topic: yummy yummy
Talking with Karl (mmmmmmmmmmmmmm) and he is on cam too *grin grin* and I am on cam for him (YIKES!!!) ... and we are both having bad face days so we are equally disapointed with our faces. We both have rougue blemishes ya see but not matching ones ... that would just be wierd and creapy I think. Will write more later.

Needles needles everywhere ....
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Have I mentioned I hate needles?
Topic: The nerve of it!
Today I am going to see about getting some blood drawn to make sure I am healthy for Karl. VERY scared. Im trying to keep myself relaxed and calm but it isn't really working that well yet. I need a hug and a hand to hold :(

oooooey goooey
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: love my K
Topic: yummy yummy
*sigh*

Just got off the phone with Karl and again feel lighthearted and better. No more stress for right now and I know I will be able to sleep peacefully now. I have been VERY stressed by external influences and right now I feel somewhat more relaxed.

*sigh*

Thank you, my love, for being there for me and for helpping me relax when I didnt think I could. Thank you for showing me real love and for putting me as a priority. I love you Karl. *kissy kissy*

Okay, bed time for me ... more later.

Mood:  accident prone
Topic: Is sleeping all day bad??
I have done what I have thought about doing for a long time now - this - getting together a personal webpage and actually USING it this time.

Ok so here is what has been going on.

I have been getting ready to move into the "new" house on 104th. Although very exciting, it is proving to be a very daunting task. Not only were the previous people absolute slobs, but the work guys who were hired to remove the crap from the back yard only did a half assed job leaving all the little bits and some big bits around. Have I mentioned I hate that kind of thing? Also there seems to be an electrical issue - cant plug things in without blowing breakers ... MUST get this sorted out! Although this is VERY annoying, I am sure it can be remedied rather easily and without much expense.

Anyways, the wall colors have been selected, and the paint needs only be bought and put on the walls. One of the smaller tasks. The window in the 1.5 bedroom were so nasty dirty they were crunchy and had to be literally scrubbed to get the worst of it off.

The cupboards are all cleaned out, the floors are clean and the carpets cleaned too. Curtains in the kitchen have been installed for the most part and the plants are all over there (with the addition of a norfolk pine and a large weeping fig tree). The bathrooms will be cleaned tomorrow (Ideally) and we move in this coming Saturday.

On a more personal note I have met the man I have been hoping for. His pic is in my photo album and his name is Karl. We talk and talk about everything and have a most surreal connection, values match and we can disagree without fighting. He will be coming here on the 28th to see me, and is looking for jobs here too ... I hope he finds the best job and can come here (but I am willing to go to him too if needed). I will admit though, the idea of him coming to me makes me feel absolutely radiantly happy. I have had bad experiences going TO people, and know he and I will be happy if we allow it to happen. I love him. *smile smile*