WHAT IS THIS?I'm still so restless. I can't sleep andI'm not tired. All I can do is think. But what is on my mind, what is boterhing me this much?
I don't know. All I know is that i have a weird feeling in my stomach. What does it mean? What will appen? What is it about? I don't know, but it makes me want to cry, it made me want to cry since this morning.
Is it about me and the boy I like? Does it mean that he doesn't like me? That I will fall before I even touched the clouds?
Or is it about BB and me? Will we get in another big fight? Will we never be able tot alk? Will the friendship be broken vefore it even started? Or is it about something very different? Something that has nothing to do with love what so ever?
All these questions kept and keep hauntin, this feeling keeps hautning. it keeps me awake, giving me a restless night.
Will i ever rest again? Will I ever be freed from these weird feelings? From this bad preminision feelings? These question keep haunting me and I can't sleep. No matter what I do, I can't sleep...
January 20th 2003
