I'M OVER THE PERIOD

I've done a lot of thinking, eventhough I promised a good friend of mine not to do that during the holidays. But hey, it ended with something good, hehe. So, the last couple of months were tough for me, really tough, but I got over it. The last time I talked about this, I said that i still have to be confronted with one things. I was confronted with one thing and it did me good. I told someone once: if someone's going to suffer, it won't be me. I'm sticking to that. I'm not going to be the ony anymore, the one who's going to cry practically every night. I'm happy now and I won't let anything or anyone get in the way of that. Good huh?
I went thorugh all the phases and periods and I'm done. But...I'm not happier than I can ever be, because I would be on top then right? We don't want that to happen, hahaha. I'm not all that happy, there are still a couple of tears in my heart of course, but that's were it will stay, in my heart, everything.
I'm moving on, I'm happy and I'm not the one who's going to suffer and cry anymore. Can you see it? A smile, haha. Happy time, it's the holidays, wuhaha. We only got a ocuple of days of 2002 left, let's make it the best.

December 26th 2002