HONESTY

I have done something wrong but I don't know what to do
My friends say to tell him the truth, I really have to
I know I have to tell it to my huner, but how?
I'm ot prepared ot just tell, not yet, not now
But it's something I have to do, it's something called trust
And honesty is a big part of it, to tell him about it I must
But it's so hard for me to bring it to him, because I'm afraid to hurt someone
But actually by what happened, hurting someone I've already done
He just doesn't know it yet, but I really don't want it, I'm afraid
That we might get in a fight and his love turns into hate
Though it owuldn't go that far, it really sin't that bad
He would only be disappointed and feel a bit sad
And now I'm wondering in my stupid little head, why
Why did i smoke that shit and turned up doing something with another guy

October 2000