HISTORY DOESN'T REPEATI never thought I wwould feel like this
To hunger for his love and that gentle kiss
To call out his name and hoping he would appear
But then I realize he's not one mile near
I never thought my heart would really ache
I wish this is nothing just want it to be fake
This feeling is hurting me everytime I think
I'm feeling like beautiful ship, about to sink
How could I let him ruin everything i have built up
I can't stand it, really, I want this all to stop
I finally built up happiness, everything I need
And he just came to break it down, nothing to help me lead
I feel anger, but my love overcomes all that
I dream of his arms where I in happy times sat
I reminisce times when I cried on his shoulder
Then I see that that warmth is gone and I'm getting colder
I realize it's now the past and it won't ever repeat
I'm losing the happy feeling, the way my heart used to beat
February 2001
