FEELIG SAD

I'm trying to relax here, though I can't
Coming here to quietly rest, thats what I meant
The reason I can't relax is cause I'm thinking of something
Think of my problems when a few hours ago I though of nothing
I was then sitting he sun feeling very good
To now still be sitting there I would
Only the sun is now gone and all I see is grey sky
I suddenly feel sad now and I wonder why
Everybody's downstairs laughing and having fun
They're playing some game, I wonder who won
I could go downstairs and see for myself but I don't want to
Sitting here by myself thinking is what I'd rather do
I'll go to the rest when I feel better again
Yes, that's what I'm gonna do, but I wonder when
I'm gonna feel happy and want to laugh and smile
I know I'm gonna want that, but it will take a while

August 2000