DON'T UNDERESTIMATE LOVEThinking about some stuff again, I guess my life isn't all that bad. The only thing that's bothing me is love. And although it's just one bad thing, compared with a lot of good things, it still over rules.
I always give people the advice to always look at the sun and ignore the little clouds, even if they're as tiny as a dot and I have that too.
As a good friend of mine said,"It's easy to give other people adivce, but to follow adivce, yourself, is the toughest thing you can do." I'm always here to give other people advice, but I just can't seem to follow it myself.
I'm smiling and I'm really happy, but I can't help looking at the clouds once in a while. I'm still having the breakthrough, I'm still thinking that way, but it's very tough not to think bad once in a while.
Love, some peolpe tend to underestimate love, but they don't understand the power. Love makes you wiser, it makes you feel, understand emotions. Love makes you talk, smile, happy. People who haven't experienced first love, are very naive. I tell you that from my own experience: me, the people around me. Love has influence on everything. It makes your body tingle, fly you to heaven, it makes your mind mature, opening up to something else, something big.
But don't think love is all good, it has its bad sides as well and those bad sides gave more and a reater impact than the good side. Why? That's still and always will be a myustery. All I know is that the pain of love is more painful than the beauty of love is beautiful. We cry more with the pain of love than that we smile with the happiness of it. We feel the thorns of love aching, but don't feel the softness of the rose more. And someway or another, sadness conquers.
December 5th 2002
