CONFUSIONI feel so weird. It's like I'm having a premenission feeling again. I feel like crying, but I don't know why.
I really like that one boy and I want to tell him so bad, but there are just so much thins why I can't. I still haven't met up with him alone and I stil don't have engouh hints if he likes me or not. i think I do know one thing: I have to do something, really make some action. Taking things slow is the best, but takings things too slow only kills everything.
Something inside of me tells me that hte guy does like me and it's okay to tell it. On the other hand, it doesn't feel like the right time. Maybe that's my bad feelins I'm having right now, confusion. And seeings that I hate confusion, maybe that's the reason why I want to cry. Well, I hope it's thigs, 'cause I can't stand it.
January 26th 2003
