Tears and memories...
Last night when Trey was talking to me online I was crying really hard. I couldn't stop because he was making me feel terrible (I guess I deserved it..but still). So anyway, I prayed that God would reasure me that what i did was the right thing to do. So this morning during youth study at church, my youth pastor said "anything that distracts you from God is something u shouldn't be doing or involved with" and that really hit me!!! I realized that God had answered my prayer through my youth pastor. What he said was God's reasurance. Thank you, Jesus! I feel soooo much better now!!! Sigh...
I just realized that Emily knows me better than anyone, well except melissa and amber, but geez, it was weird. Suddenly all these memories are coming back. People just assume that I hate her or something so they talk bad about her or assume that i think certain things about her (like being mad at her for 6th grade) but in reality i luv her to death!!! And I wish everyone would stop asuming that i don't miss her..cause i miss her more than words can describe!! She was the best friend i ever had.and no one could ever compare to how much fun she was and how hard she made me laugh!!!!...and i went and blew it! so then last night i was also crying about all this...and how hard it is for me to...to....sigh...if i go any farther im sure i will hurt someone's feelings, so im gonna go now.
In Christ, Nicole
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Disorder quiz...haha...
Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate
URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html