THE WORLD SEEMED TO STOP WHEN I FIRST SAW YOUR FACE.
I KNEW THAT ONCE OUR EYES MET,THAT WE WERE SOULMATES.
I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD KNOW WHAT TRUE LOVE
COULD BE UNTIL THAT ONE WONDERFUL DAY THAT YOU RAN INTO ME.
YOU DIDN`T HURT ME, BUT I STILL KNEW THAT I HAD INSTANTLY
FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU.
*~THE DAYS WE HAD ARE ONLY A MEMORY,
AND THE FUTURE HAS NO NO TIME
I MISS YOU EVERY NIGHT AND DAY,AND
I THINK OF YOU EACH AND EVERY TIME I PRAY.
NOT WORDS, MONEY, OR EVEN THE COLOR OF THE SKY
COULD EVER DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I MISS YOU.
I JUST WISH THAT YOU COULD SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE AND
FEEL YOU IN EVERYTHING I DO~*
"MY UNDERSTANDING"
*~THE WARMTH OF MY HEART AND THE SWEET AMBITION OF HOPE,
THE BEAUTIFUL SMILE OF MY EYES AND THE STRENGTH THAT
ONCE WAS MY WEAKNESSES ARE WHAT WILL HELP ME COPE.
THE THOUGHT OF BEING ALONE IN THIS WORLD IS PERHAPS THE MOST FRIGHTENING THING TO ME.
MAYBE IT IS BEST FOR ME TO BE ALONE, FOR I MIGHT HURT THE GOOD THINGS TO BE.
IT ALWAYS SEEMS THAT I WAS ALWAYS ALONE, FOR MAYBE I NEVER WAS.
THEN, I WAS SURROUNDED BY THE WORLD THAT LOVES ME AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LOVED.
BUT MY HEART STILL BEATS ON AND BLEEDS FOR MORE, I MAY NEVER BE SATISFIED WITH MY LIFE.
THAT IS WAT KEEPS ME LIVING, BREATING, AND LOVING WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT TO ME, OTHERWISE I MAY DIE.
DEATH WOULD BE NICE FOR ME BUT I WOULD BE LEAVING MY WORLD,
THE ONE THAT I BUILT FOR MY SELF, AND THE LOVED ONES THAT ARE NEAR,
IT ALL SEEMS SO GLOOMY AND WHITE AS IF IT RESEMBLES A PEARL.
I NEVER THOUGHT THAT SELF REALIZATION COULD BE SO FULLFILLING TO THE POINT OF WARM TEARS.
MAYBE I WAS GREEDY AND STUPID IN ALL OF THESE YEARS.
THINKING THESE THOUGHTS ARE LIKE A RELIEVING COOL BREEZE ON MY SKIN.
IT MAKES ME FEEL LIGHTER AND MORE BEAUTIFUL TO MY SELF, AND IT GIVES ME MORE SELF DICIPLINE.
I NOW LOVE MY LIFE AND I EXSPECT MORE FROM MYSELF AND LESS FROM OTHERS.
MAYBE I AM ALOT LIKE MY FAMILY AFTER ALL, AND MORE LIKE ONE PERSON THEN I THOUGHT,
MY MOTHER.
