Arkanus' Poems

You wanted me to tell the truth
you didnt want me to lie
but every time I tell the truth
someone always cries
I told you that I loved you
And this i swear is true
I told you and you didnt cry
but then i hurt you and dont know why
I am sorry that I made you cry
But i promise i did not lie
This time my words were sincere
but its too late to make that clear
you want me to tell the truth?
I wont tell you a lie
the truth is that i love you
you were the one who didnt cry

I lie awake but yet i dream
remembering all those things
Still on my knees,still in the black
And filled with the fear that you wont come back
I've made my mind just walk away
But then i hear you whisper "stay"
I feel your touch caress my skin
As my black heart lit within
I hold you tight as you say " I love you"
I kiss you softly,"i love you too"

your face lit by the moonlight
I weep at such a beautiful sight
you hold my hand i draw you near
and whisper softly in your ear
"i love you, baby. Remember that."
then everything turns to black
I hear you cry
and ask you why
Falling to my knees
crying "Baby please"
you stay silent a tear in your eye
then all you say is good bye
You turn from me and walk away
Even though i beg you to stay
On my knees you never came
And so the darkness stays the same

Good-bye is said as she walks away
away from those you trust
trusting the one who is unworthy
unworthy of being loved
love, just the word means nothing
nothing happening in the chill night air
air is needed as i need her
her, my love, i once brought her a rose
every rose has its thorns
thorns that pierce unwary flesh
the torn flesh pours the dark red blood
blood pools out as i slowly die
my death causes few to cry
crying tears that fall to my grave
the grave where i lay and now say good bye

I see myself in the blood that's spilt as it falls towards the floor
The vision fades and is replaced by Hell's opening door
As I stand neath the frame the demon looked my way,the devil I stood before
I closed my eyes and my lies i will tell no more
I made you cry with the lies that I told before
I remember your face as I leave this place and my heart grows ever sore
But I chuckle lightly and smile slightly at what ive got in store
For the Devil cannot posses this heart within my chest its not mine its yours