I thought that I could run away
From the person that I was
I suppose that only made it worse
Because now Iíve given up.
I try to drink away my past
I try to hide the pain
I try to change the way I am
But itís a struggle I fight In vain
I shouldíve solved my problems then
Not left them to grow with time
Now Iím stuck in a place
Where I canít change my ways
And Iím finding it hard to move on
No one knows how hard it is to keep up this faÁade
I wish that I could get away
From the me that Iíve been all along.