always will

I try so hard to forget the past
I can’t seem to find peace that will last
Everywhere I turn, something reminds me of you
All I can remember is the pain you put me through
I don’t remember happy, the good times and the laughs
The pain outweighs any happiness we ever could have had.
Even now with someone new
Every night I’m still thinking of you
I want to love him and get you off my mind
I want to leave everything about you behind
I almost wish I was still with you
To make sure you’d go through the pain I went through.
As much as I loved you, and love you still
I wish you would die
And always will.