always will

I try so hard to forget the past
I canít seem to find peace that will last
Everywhere I turn, something reminds me of you
All I can remember is the pain you put me through
I donít remember happy, the good times and the laughs
The pain outweighs any happiness we ever could have had.
Even now with someone new
Every night Iím still thinking of you
I want to love him and get you off my mind
I want to leave everything about you behind
I almost wish I was still with you
To make sure youíd go through the pain I went through.
As much as I loved you, and love you still
I wish you would die
And always will.