You said you’d Never Hurt Me

But It Looks like I’m

Bleeding

Now

How could you play me like that?

Doing what you told me not too

Are you the exception to the rules?

Or don’t I mean enough to you

How could you hurt me like this?

Rip my heart out drag it along the floor

Not only have you broken me two

But you humiliated me

All my friends were right

From the start I should have listened to my head

But I love you so much

How could you do this too me

I promised to heal your broken heart

I’m not like all the rest

You’re the only one I want in my bed

But you’d rather play it solo

Than give me attention

What the hell did do to you?

To deserve this pain

Never felt like this before

I think I’m going to die

And you probably don’t care

Because you’ve got them lined

Around the block to take my place

How could you not mean what you said?

Make me fall in love with you

I gave you everything

And I asked for nothing

Only that you love me

And I thought you gave it freely

I thought there was two of us now

But I was too gullible to see the truth

And now my hearts aching

How could you lie to me face?

I loved you so much that it hurt

I gave you every chance you needed

To come clean, maybe we could have worked it out

You’ve hurt me before, but never like this

I was just warming your bed until you got the other girl

With blonde hair and bigger boobs

I thought you wanted to spend

The rest of your life by my side

You asked me to marry you

And I said yes

But now you’ve asked someone else

But we were never broken up?

I thought I’d grow old with you

I want too, but I won’t share

How could you put me through this?

You’ve broken my heart

How do plan on fixing it

When you just walked all over it

I trusted you damn it

With all of me

How could you play me like that?

Broken Love

So unbelievably confused and lost

No one to trust

Not one to go to

How can love hurt so much?

Don’t know what to do

Don’t know what to think

I used to be so excited at this adventure

I thought you were the one

You told me it was so

You’re the first I’ve ever loved

With all I’ve had to give

How can I not be enough?

How can you lie?

Was everything a lie?

After the heat of passion dies

You would hold me in the darkness

You promised not to hurt me

You said you’d never hurt me

And that’s what changed my mind

I thought you were different

I thought you were better than the others

But now it has come to pass

And I see now how you lied

Right to my face and played me

I was nothing to you

Nothing to you

But something wet to slip It into

And something warm to hold at night

But you said you loved me

And I loved you too

So much it scared me

I couldn’t help falling for you

You new me so well from the beginning

I trusted you with everything

And I was so scared

So scared that I would end up like I am now

Why did you do this to me?

Heart is broken

Life is lost

And you probably don’t give a fuck

Trust is broken

Hope is lost

And I still love you no matter what the cost. 

The trust is broken

I gave you the chance

To explain your self

And make this all go away

But you lied to me

Right to my face

And I’m waving it here and now

So was it all a lie?

For your twisted sense of comfort

You throw around my plans

For the rest of my life

How dare you ask me

To commit if your planning a back up

What would you have done

If she said yes

Would you run away and leave me

Here to burn?

You would never cheat on me

That’s been the falling with the others

But you would lead me on

And let me think

That this would be forever

I never wanted to hurt

I didn’t want to let you in

Because I was so afraid

That you would do just this

I’m nothing more to you

That a mouth and a cunt

But now it seems you don’t

Even want me for that

I’m your safe guard

I’m your guarantee

I’m the warrantee you bought

In case all the others rejected you

I’d do anything thing for you

I’ve been used before

Just play me right into your hand again

What if I said no?

That this wasn’t good enough

That I deserve someone who loves only me?

You said that you could lie

But only to help someone

So why did you lie to me?

I can’t believe how much this hurts

How cold my bed feels

How I’m freezing inside my self

I think my hearts, turned to ice

And what do you have to say?

Get out, just leave, its over?

Where are my keys

I saved you from your pain

Or was that a lie too

Why did the other ones leave?

You’ve broken me are you happy now?

I can’t live with out you

I knew that this would happen

Yet I trusted you anyway

I’ve been betrayed

And I’ve been shown the truth

I gave up all my friends

Just to make sure that you wouldn’t feel threatened

But your aloud to talk dirty

To your exes and top girls that you plan on marrying

Right in front of me

How could I have been so blind

You hold me at arms length

I thought you loved me

You said so before time and time again

Was it all lies

Was it all fake

Did you ever really want me

Was just another game

Just another conquest

You said that I was different

You said that I was yours

You made me want to cook and clean

And have our children

So why did you lie

I gave you everything

Did I deserve this?

What have I done in a past life?

To feel like this

Where’s the bottle

I can’t wait to see the bottom

But even now I doubt myself

I’m sure you’ll have some great excuse

And turn it around

Just another excuse to leave me in the dust

That’s why you hold jon over my head

So when the time comes you’ve got a good reason to leave

I wish I never figured it out

Delay the pain until its really over

Why is it so cold in here

Whys there blood on the carpet

I don’t remember picking up the knife

But what’s the point, I’ve already started

And you don’t care

So here we go let the cold take over