So Deep

A flame burns high in the torch of youth
As a young man searches the skies for truth
An omen is passed forever it lives
No one can see the burden it gives

Nights spent in horror, days spent in pain
A young man feels the weight of its reign
With every movement that moves through his soul
He now knows the reason that this pain was his goal

To kill and to torture in horrified nights
He feels that this pain is part of his rites
To mame and deform To kill and destroy
Every man every woman every girl and boy

Each day that passes his fear takes a grip 
And pushes his mind to a much further trip
He cant understand why he feels like he does
He wants understanding, to be the child he was

Little he knows that his childhood days
Are being relived in this Hellified maze
The only love he received was a kick and a fall
And his parents had built him as you build a wall

You use only bricks, mortar and stone
And a rough wall you build, and it cuts to the bone
He decides he can't take it, He gives into The End
For His Life is a Nightmare, and Death is His Friend

© James Merwin 03/20/2000

THE LINES: The only love he received was a kick and a fall
           And his parents had built him as you build a wall
ARE ABOUT MY REAL PARENTS, NOT MY ADOPTIVE PARENTS!!!