"Framed"
I am dreaming,
Of a world,
Forgotten.
Same old picture,
Upon the wall,
But tilted.
Bells are ringing,
For faith lost,
And falling.
Bending nails,
Don't support the,
Framed desires.
So I'm dreaming,
Of what once,
Was perfect.
Same old picture,
Torn apart,
By a new needle.
So tear away,
So look away,
And give me just one thing.
Something to breathe for,
Something to sing for,
Give me just,
One dream.
Just one wish,
Just one drug,
For this fucked world,
Give me just one frame.


"Falling"
Falling into the past,
Future and present live no more.
Wanting,
To live again.
The perfect life I once had.
But,
NO!
NO!
Future and present hold me down,
Keeping me from bliss,
I try to cut.
Never have I had a hard time,
But just tonight the past has called.
Wanting to go,
Back again.
Pieces have fallen,
Help me rebuild.
Falling into the past,
Let me say.
I just want to live,
A normal life just one day.


"Fate's smile"
By the big mistake,
In the distance.
I see fate,
Crack a smile.
It holds me back,
When I see her cry.
Fresh bullet holes,
In my flesh.
I see fate,
Crack a smile.
In the distance,
I see her cry.
It holds me back,
From the big mistake.
When I see her cry,
Fate cracks,
That demonic smile.
I got fresh bullet holes,
In my flesh.
I got a real indication,
Of a laugh coming on.


"First and last tears of scarlet"
Holding my gun,
Oh god what have I done?
Bleeding with no relent,
Everything is blurry.
Laying on the tiles,
Tears of scarlet.
I shouldn't have,
Shot that gun.
Why the hell,
Did I have to die?
Holding my gun,
Everything is slipping.
Tears of scarlet,
I only see black.
I shouldn't have shot,
My cold dark gun.


"Finally"
Finally that long awaited silence has come.
Death is a gift,
Never will you love,
Never will you be burdened by everyday life,
No more poverty,
No more wallowing in depression,
No more annoyances.
Everything is gone.
The darkness goes away,
leaving room for the light.
You have left the room now,
Nobody opened it for you,
Just another one of the,
Inevitable truth s of life.
Do you deserve it?
No…
Will you accept it?
Yes…
Walking slowly towards it,
You look back reminiscing of times past.
Good and bad.
Looking forward,
You notice inside the light,
There are people.
Provoking curiosity,
Finally all questions answered.
The light fades,
Along with hope.
Waking to the real world,
You were so close…
Tears,
Beautiful tears,
caress your face.
Cheated by death,
Skipped once again.


"Forget"
Forget me,
I don't matter.
Leave me alone.
I will miss you,
But go on.
Forget me.
Go home.
Leave me,
In the dark,
Out of the loop.
Go on,
Run away.
Forget me.
Go home,
Without me.
Alone,
I'll miss you.
I don't matter,
Forget me.
Leave me,
In the dark.
I do care,
About you.
So go on,
Go home,
And forget me.


"Forgive my lies"
Sorry I've lied,
It's been hard to be,
True to a person like you.
Living alone,
In this dark home.
Wishing I had,
Used a different tone.
Maybe you would've,
Just listened to me.
Dreaming all night,
About being with you.
Knowing it will,
Never happen to me.
All I deserve to do,
Is curl up and die.
Please forgive me,
For what I've done.
I still can't take it,
Not now,
No…


"Forgotten"
Forgotten through my life.
The caress of darkness,
Always keeping me alive.
Never going outside,
Never seeing the life.
Never wanting to be alive.
Always crying in the dark.
Forgotten by the world,
left alone in solace.
Wondering why I ever tried,
To live a normal life with you.
Live a life in the light.
Crying all night,
Never getting out,
Always forgotten.
Exhaled from life,
The darkness's caress,
is all that's there for me.
Always forgotten,
By life itself.


"Flaw"
A flawed gem,
Idolized by many.
Beautiful throughout,
Grotesque within.
Held as a treasure of love,
Obsession lights the road.
Braving the tides of time,
Testing fate,
For a flawed gem.
Lost admirers stand lifeless,
Staring at an old idol.
Their obsession lives,
In a cell of jealousy.
Fate turns,
Taking the gem in the tides of time.
Left alone,
Without light,
Without a gem,
A flawed gem.


"Flows"
Lost,
In a young mind's game,
The depression flows.
A single line,
A cry for help.
Blazing bullets,
line a poet's eyes.
Angel's light guides,
Tears through a metal chamber.
Around the curb,
Blind men watch,
Judging innocents' deaths.
Spitting depression,
Cinders from burning corpses fly,
Carried by a tear's wind.
It flows,
From a young mind's game.


"Follow"
Follow me down,
Into the storm.
Fall with me,
Dream with me,
Away,
Loved,
Lost,
In the storm.
Why do you,
Why,
Why do you cry.
Again we dive,
Into he storm.
Taking me,
Taking you,
We're free.


"First"
So I'm bleeding,
On my heart once again.
I know the pain wont wash away,
Like the fist time,
First fight,
First love,
First cut,
First addiction.
I wish it would fade away,
Fade with me,
Bleed with me,
Die with me.
Lost,
In a single flame,
Found,
In a single ash.
Make sue of bleak faith,
Get over the pain of yesterday.
Like the first time,
I fell behind,
But cut ahead.
Sanding above the edge,
I'm doomed to fall.
Lost in fire,
Found in ash,
I'm bound,
To the first time.


"Feel to…"
But all the tears in this world,
Won't save her from herself.
I feel to make you numb,
I feel to make you love,
I feel to make you,
Everything you want.
Because you are,
From a perfect world,
A world that pushed me away.
And all the love in this world,
Won't bring the words to life.
The light won't fade,
But the light,
Won't shine now.
To make you feel,
To make you know.
The light is there,
There for you,
For feelings.
I feel to make you numb,
I feel to make you love,
I feel to make you,
Everything you want.
Because you are,
From a world beyond me,
From a perfect world,
That pushed me away.
But the light won't fade,
But the light,
Won't shine now.
I hate to be here,
Away from a perfect world,
So look for that light,
Look for that love,
And make it shine.
The feelings won't stop,
But the light won't shine.
So I feel,
I feel to make you numb,
I feel to make you love,
I feel to make you,
Everything you want to be.







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