"Darkness Returns"
Holding a black book.
It's just another Sunday to loose my way,
For trying to find a new god today.
You give me that look,
I turn away.
I scream for my pain,
Because choices make me strain,
Just get the fuck out of my way!
 

I lost my path,
I can't get out,
Get out of this place.
You took my light,
You took my life.
So now I'm here,
Wallowing in the darkness,
With a black book.
For what religion,
Am I damned for.
For what reason,
Do I live like this.


In this life,
I've lost my light,
And face eternal blight.
For this strife,
My path is unclear.
Because of this,
Because of fear,
I will never live in bliss,
As I roam this darkness,
With a black book in hand…


"Days always forget tears"
Look up at the beautiful night sky,
Realize your insignificance.
Go ahead and cry,
I know its overwhelming.
You can't get past it.
Nothing you could do will help.
Don't deny it,
You know it is true.
You know nothing matters.
Go ahead and cry kid,
Go ahead and cry the night away.
Look up at that damned night sky,
It's overwhelming how insignificant you are.
Go ahead and cry,
Nothing will change.
The day you die,
Nobody will mourn the death.
Another pitiful life starts just the same.
An endless cycle.
Look up at this sky,
The sun now rises.
Overwhelming,
Isn't it?
Go ahead and cry,
Go ahead and cry kid.
Another day has passed you by,
Another day has forgotten your tears.


"Days gone by"
The day fades,
Darkness flows in without relent.
Everything lost,
Lost in hate.
Life has lost all meaning.
Cold,
So cold…
Draining our body of any energy.
The room has caught us again.
This time far worse,
than any other time..
Heaving a sigh of sadness we sit,
Alone,
In an empty room.
Always waiting for the inevitable end.
Laying down,
Time moves slower.
Each passing second,
A torture all of its own.
Wishing for an end,
Peering eyes shut.
Falling into a dream,
A dream of hope.
Hope that one-day,
The darkness may fade,
Just as abrupt as it had arrived,
But the hope will fade,
Just as the day had.


"Demanding society"
Trapped in this demanding society,
Walking from place to place,
With the mindless drones.
Coming back to reality I realize,
No…
our world has been far too corrupted,
For them to begin to understand.
Another day filled with depression passes,
The only was to survive is one thought,
One step closer to the years end,
One step closer to my freedom.
Free from prying eyes,
Free form most authority,
Free from this life.
This endless cliché.


"Dying Wind"
Last wind blew,
Dispersing all the darkness,
That my presence has brought upon this world.
When the last tear has dropped,
When the last breath is taken,
I will leave into,
My dark corner.
I will die,
I will die,
With all the darkness,
The winds have carried,
My mind and soul away.
The last breath is taken,
The last tear has fallen,
My life has been taken,
My soul has been ripped,
Between dream and reality.
I can't stop this dream,
And reality is crushing.
In my dark corner,
I will die.
When the last breath is taken,
When the last wind blew,
My life was taken,
Into the dark.
The dream has crashed,
Into the crushing reality.
With all the darkness that I bring,
Into my corner,
I will die,
I will die.
The wind has carried,
My mind and soul away.
The last tear has fallen,
And into the dream I will fall.
Escaping my reality,
Into my dark corner,
I will die.
I can't stop this dream,
And reality is crushing.
With all the darkness,
I have brought,
The last tear has fallen,
The last breath has been taken.
I will die,
I will die.


"Drenched"
Drenched in blood,
A mere shell of a man.
He sits idol,
Wondering how he lost,
Wondering why it happened to him,
Everything was so perfect.
How it got so complicated,
Everything was so clear.
Now its all fucked up,
Life is full of lies.
His sanity has long since died.
Nobody can provide him with answers,
So he waits until the end.


"Dead to me"
Don't even look at me you're dead to me,
Fighting all day,
Crying all night.
I told you to get away,
You're dead to me.
Don't say you're sorry,
Don't try to hug me,
You're dead to me.
Beating me all day,
Yelling at me all night.
Get away from me,
You're dead to me.
Pushing me around the house,
Smashing whine glasses,
You're dead to me.
Don't say you're sorry,
Don't buy me presents,
Don't even talk to me,
You're dead to me.
Get away from me,
Leave it alone,
I don't care about your life,
I don't care about you.
Get the fuck away from me,
You're dead to me.
Yelling all day,
expect to be forgiven.
Beating me all night,
Expect to be fucking forgiven.
You're dead to me,
Get the hell away,
don't talk to me.
I don't care,
I don't care about you,
I don't care about you're life,
You're dead to me.


"Drowning"
Drowning,
In a sea of hatred,
I wish I could swim.
Now I'm choking,
On life's daily problems,
There must be a reason.
Why I can't deny,
This sad reality that rapes my dreams.
When I wake up,
I feel so sick,
Because I didn't die,
The night before,
When I took all those pills.
The things that I see,
Have scarred me for life.
How many times must I cry all night?
Until my torture subsides.
Now I'm drowning,
In a sea of hatred,
I wish I could swim.
Life just sucks.
People talk a lot,
Talk is cheap,
They always talk about me,
And how fucked up I can be,
I feel so sick,
Because the world is so cruel.
I can't do a thing to stop this madness,
So I load the gun,
Taste its steel,
And pull the trigger.
Goodbye world,
Goodbye…
Not that you care,
But I hope my death brings a lesson,
To all of you people who take life for granted,
You're all fucked up


"Depressed Flower"
Look into a dream,
To find a depressed rose.
In a depressed rose's eyes,
Hell's burning fires flare.
Keeping pain inside,
Only in dreams,
A depressed rose cries.
Burning fire,
Fades in dreams,
Only in a rose's dreams.
Keeping the pain inside,
The rose runs,
In fear of hell,
And its raging fire.
Losing a petal,
A tear of blood,
The rose sleeps,
In shade of fear.
Only in dreams,
A depressed rose cries,
In fear of fire.


"Double Edged Paradise"
So many wishes,
Are broken down,
In a late night meeting,
Of anemic dreamers.
The lost are et,
In distant memories,
But always forgotten,
In this double edged paradise.
How far down,
Must tears fall,
To put out the fire,
Of a double edged paradise.
The shards of dreams,
Kiss lost memories.
In a late night meting,
Double edged dreams,
Break down,
And end all ages.
So end the silence,
Of this distance.
Count the times,
Memories died.
Skip this feeling,
And go straight for dying.
Anemic shards,
Kiss fading memories,
As foolish dreamers,
Lay down to rest.
So break the silence,
And cry for me.
Cry for this,
Double edged paradise.




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