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A Name is written on a polished rock...

A Broken Heart that the world forgot....

Day 03....
Im still sick.....sadly...i miss my koji. but thats not important.....I had a big touchy moment with ym best friend. i am really scared because her life is in danger. And when you hear that just be living in her own house could kill her....It seems so simple....but there is more to the puzzle that you dont know about, adn I wont get into serious detail. Cause I cant. and I wouldnt anyways. But yes..I dont feel very good right now.....I am both sick and depressed...but hey....what's new, right? When is dizzy EVER happy? There have been a few occasions. But not too many. Enough that i cant count...which is a good thing...I believe.
My best friend was telling me about this guy named Garret again...I think he was mentioned on another page...But let me tell you about him. That way you understan the situation...and tell me if he's not a jack ass...
We met Garret at cartooning club at school. I thought he was our age. But I found out later that he was 19...I didn't mind SO much...but I wish he would have flat out told me. He was trying really hard to get our attention....it worked with vicki...I think...but with me, I was like, whatever. I was mad at guys at the moment so seeing one made me wanna kill the whole species. The reason being...I will tell another session...but continuing on..He wanted us to call him....so I made up some stupid excuse not too, like...I would forget to and his number would rot...so he gave it to vicki. They talked for I think about a week. I was okay with him, but I found out that he asked vicki if i was BISEXUAL!! That is not something you ask the girl you like on the phone! Never! And for future reference, I am not bisexual at all! I hate females, so why would I date them? Men have something women can never offer... continuing...
I was a little mad...but not too much, i was going to give him hell though, just for the fact that he even asked when I sat there and said I wanted to rape chris kattan! What idiot doesnt get THAT message? Oviously that one didnt....so yes...They continued to talk for a little while till he told vicki not to tell me that he liked Vicki's body!!! I was outraged! Here, this 19 year old, hitting on a 16 year old! What a pervert!?! cant he get his own females with out invading the heart of a 16 year old!? No! I cant even BEGIN to tell you how much I was going to kill him! if they had sex...whether or not she wanted it, I would put that guy in jail so fast, and so hard....he wouldnt see ANY phone for the rest of his life! But yes
I decided, for my best friends sake, I would leave him alone, but I would NOT, i repeat, NOT let him put his hands on her in any way... Well, one night, vicki wanted to introduce Garrette to her friend Katie...who is also going to die as soon as the Jr. Prom ends....heh heh heh...vicki sat on the phone for a long time listening to them chat together....but let me tell you something, garrette invited Vicki to the moves and dinner... THAT IS CONSIDERED A REALTIONSHIP NO MATTER WHO YOU FUCKING ARE!!...just had to add that...well...during the convo....katie made a strange laugh, and vicki asked "What?" and then kaite said, "he asked me if I have ever cybered before.." (they were on the phone AND the internet) Im sure garret didnt have the guts to ask that over the phone.....I mean...what kind of person plays people like that? Garret asked vicki on a date, and kissed, let me add......and then flirts with this hella fat ugly ass hoe, RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER!!! What a no good stupid cheater, if you ask me...When I was at my dad's house this weekend, she told me this and I was SO FUCKING MAD!!!I demanded that she give me his aim name, and I hecka cussed him out. I didnt let him speak...although he did this stupid thing where he asked me what his favorite color was, and i said I dont give a fuck what your favorite anything is, and he said then you dont know me or some shit.....how fucking gay is that!?!?! Well.....the like yesterday I found out that he invited katy over to his house, and KATY bragged to vicki about it! When vicki went to ask him about it, he studdered..like this: "I kinda ment to say...like come to the schoo...Do you wanna come over to my house?" Trying to fix it...what a sleezball! Then he pulled off that I was like bi-polar, and that he could call the cops on me! What kind of fag calls the cops over some girl yelling at them? I know most men just laugh......but hell! What a dumb ass...but anyways....im glad i got that off my chest...so now he AND katy both, are going to die....i knew them well......no not really...I cant back that up....alrighty...talk to yall soon! Love... Dizzy..