Why do i dwell on the past?
Lingering on self hurt?
Why does my heart race as I rush to the future?
Beating intensely as I skae the fear
All the emotions flare
Swirling my head with confusion
Beating faster and faster
Shaking more and more intensely
Why do i let this get to me?
All this hurt and pain I suffered
The tears I have let fall,
Who's gonna to give that back to me?
Who's gonna fill me with happienss and love?
Who?
Please tell me.
DVD

You came into my life
Showed me how to care again
You came into my soul
Showed me how to share again
You came into my bubble
Showed me how to trust again
You came into my world
Showed me how to live again
You came into my heart
Showed me how to love again
DVD

I am trapped in this land of confusion
Not knowing where i will end up
Uncertain of what tomorrow will bring
Scared of my own shadow
Fearing nothing, yet still shivering
Things so complicated
Thoughts swirling my head
Pain forcing my heart to ache
Questions racing
Heart pounding loudly
Overwhelmed with emotions
Intense feelings of hurt
I dont know what I want
I dont know what I should feel
A world of full hate
And I am in the middle
Obsorbing all the hurt and all the pain
Taking it into my being
Emotions taking control of me
With nothing but more hurt and more pain
Why is this so?
Y cant I be happy?
I just look up and hope for the best
God knows more then I do
And he will never steer me wrong.