I DONT WANT TO LET GO

Baby there you are, your so beautiful
I love you now and forever then forever after that
Its been a long bumpy road, but we can make it
Just forget what untruthful words they told you, dont listen to any of them
Give me one chance, I know could love you greater
You don't know but your my dream that I woke up to
Let me hold you tight, and never let you go
You know every word I say is faithful.
You have me captivated, I love you
Take my hand, and trust in me
Walk down this path that I want to show you
Dont be frightened, believe in your heart
You drive me insane, I know you know
I love you more and more everyday, and it never stops or slows
Only hope and faith can show us the way
Theres no one like you hun, lets take the pain
I don't care what they have to say, its not the way it should be
Let me try to make all your wishes come true
Let me attempt to make you happy from now till the end
I know that I ask too much, but I just want you
Even though I love you more than I should
I dont think that my love can be stopped
A kiss from you finishes the night
I dont ever want to say goodbye to you
I love you now and forever, I dont want to let go.....

No Where To Go

You kissed my head and then you said goodbye
I dont know if ill ever see you again
Tell me what to do with all the pain inside,
cause without you, whats this life
You could always tell if there was something wrong with me
You know that your the other half of me
I never wanted it to end
Whats this love, is there anything to gain
Everywhere I go I know
You wont be there next me
I Never wanted to say goodbye
I dont know which way sould I go
I just dont know where did our love go
Your the only love I ever knew, Only you
The memories have no ending point
Shut off my love, tears roling down my face
Your killing my love, cant you see
Looking at you, starring right back at me
All hopes and thoughts go out to you
Moving on, learn to love again
Maybe we can see us someday
I know I always tryed but its hard to keep going
Your the only love I ever knew.

The Problems

These problems
The hate, and the pain
That keep coming to me
Some reason that you couldnt see
I try to solve the problems
But they never seem to let me be
I would never turn my back on you
I think that you should know that
You cant help me
I dont want to see you get hurt
I dont think that we can makt it
Make It through the hurt
We should call it quits
There was times of good
There where times of bad
Nothing that I would ever forget
Always remember I would never hurt you.

Get away from me

Get away from me
Before you fall between the lies
These lies of hate and pain
The lies you could never see
So get away from me
I dont want to bring you there
The place where the pain is found
We're being torn between our mix of love and hate
All that i know to do is
To hate love and love to hate
So get away from me
Befor you fall between the lies
There lies of hate and pain
The liese you could never see
Get the hell away from me
Our love was such a waste
It was all just a lie
A lie tath I fell between
Get awat from me
Stay away from me

Sorry

Here I am stuck with a pen and paper again
Thinking of all that stuff that whent wrong
Never ment to make you feel uncomforable
Just wanted to make you feel good like always
Thats way Im writing again
Scarde I hurt you, Im scarde to lose you
Baby I love you, want to be with you
Been through it all, things no one knows about
Please forgive me, you know I love you to much
Cant take that pain of the thought of you leaving
Your the only person I love and care for
Dont want to have to move on
When your the one that I want to be with
So please forgive me, I cant hear what you thinking
I dont know that you where feeling uncomforable
Thats way Im scarde,
Scarde to hurt you, scarde to lose you
Thats way im writing to you....

Will You Be My Angel

Dreams slowly come true everyday
Fearing nothing that stands in my way
Tell me the truth, are you a angel
The one that came into my life
When I didnt know what to do or where to go
Living like tonight will be the last
Will you be my angel
Your the only one that I really trust
Theres not a day complete without you in it
Always knowing that you'll be there tomorrow
Tell me the trueth are you my angel
A angel that makes wishes come true
I could never stop caring for you matter what
Living for somthing worth living, thats you
Loving for no one else, except you
Will you be my angel

The Chance

Here We go again
Its the chance Ive been waithing for to come true
Its time to make things right for now on
Not going to mess it up again
You have me where you want me
I dont ever want to let you go
I broke your heart once, never going to do it again
What we have is something speacial
Going to make it last forever
No one means what you mean to me
Just let me take you heart away
Dont tell me that Im not true
When I mean every word
Your the shooting star that I made a wish apon
The night that I met you
I dont ever want to let you go....

Dear Sir

Dear Sir of all Heaven and on Earth
Let her know I love her, and wish I could hold her tight
Tell her I need her to fill that hole in my life
You know I need her, more than anyone else
I dont ask for much, but can you help me
To show her how much she really means to me
She knows of things of done wrong
I want to make things right for now on
Help me, help her understand things I do at times
Will you help me show her things, she sees in her dreams
Take her places that she has never seen
Please Sir you know my love is true
I took a big turn, so i could be with her
I love her with every last drop of life
If I was to lose her, I would lose my mind
Sir Please help me....

Road To Happiness

Came to me evertime you needed to
Always listened, always was there
Dont try to run form your fears
Stand up and take the tears
Dont brake down and cry
Ill always be the one to be there
Dont try to take it all at once, it never works
Never try to turn your back and try to forget
Its only fear that keeps you scared
Just ask me and ill be there
Took all of your time to break the stess
You tryed to walk down the road to happiness
But you got lost along the way there
Got told lies and never the truth
You asked me how to get to happiness
I told you just come with me
Showed you how to live a life worth living
Brought you down the road to happiness
Never should you go the wrong way again
I will just show you happiness and love
Never should you try to run and hide
Just ask me how to and Ill tell you
Stand up and take the pain
Done break down and cry
Ill always be the one to be there
Dont try to take it all at once, it never works
Never turn your back on me or lose my trust
It will be only the fears keeping you back
Just ask me and ill tell you the truth
You dont have to run or hide anymore...

Some Where In The Darkness

There you are somewhere in the darkness
I see you coming closer with crying eyes
Your heart has been broken with a liars lies
seeing you go crazy, is there anything that I can do
Just cry
Let me be the shoulder you rest your head on
Let me try to take away all of the pain
Just forget all of the things that went wrong
The furture is here, try to forget the past
Lonely night aer the hardest, when there no one to love
Going to try to make you happier than ever before
Make you forget all the accidents of the past
Take my hand and try to be free without worry
Standing there soaked from tears of pain
Never going to let it happen again
Im nevergoing to make you cry
If the tears come back somehow
Just cry my shoulder will be here for you
Let me take all of the pain away
Just forget all the things that went wrong
The furture is here, time to move on....

What Is Love

What is love, is this what im feeling
This cant be wrong when it feels so right
I dont want it to end, keep going forever
Nothing could stop this feeling of love
Could this be right this coulnt be wrong
Not stopping for no one that says its not
Never listened to anyone that told me
forget everything that could go wrong
Not carring for what people had to say
Just sitting here loving you that where Im at
You always come first matter what happens
No one equals what you mean to me, no one
I nver want to leave you side
Right here next to you that were I want to be
Could this be right, this couldnt be wrong
Dosing off right next to you
Not worrying that you wont ge there when I wake
Never having the feeling of lonelyness
Knowing that you will be there in my dreams
There to comfort me when I fall down
Always there to help me back to my feet
Waking to see your smiling face....

What The Fuck

What the hell is going on here
I couldnt tell you the difference
The words I speak make no sence
What the hell should I do with myself
This world I live in dont like me
The people I live with hate me
What the fuck
Why does my life keep going
Theres no finishing point for me
What the hell should I do
Theres must be a plac where I can go
Just take me far away
Living like it will be better tomorrow
Everything will change and be alright
The things i dream about never come true
All my wishes always seem to true around
Just tell me Im wrong and help me change
Change this life I live
Take me far so no one will find me
To the place where dreams come true
The place where I can live happly
Where theres no one to hurt me
Not needing to worry about tomorrow
When living it today
Good life never has to end
When Im happy thats when I can finish
I know what I have to do now
This Place is where I want to be
Let me be here till the end of time...

Tell Me

Tell me where do you stand
In this place of love
Keep messing with my head
Tearing me down, picking me up
Why cant you just make up your mind
I wish that you would me mine
Tell me why, you dont love me
Tell me why, you hate me
Tell me all those lies once again
Take my heart smash it on the floor
Through my love away
Dont know when your lying
Makes me feel like im dying
I dont now what to believe anymore
Just cant handle the hurt
The pain got me stuck
Stuck in a state of comfusion
Decesions to make
I Just dont know
Having to run, must find a place
Around the coner of this Earth
That where Im going to hide
On a little island
So I can be free and die....

The End

Your in my dream
Your here, there, and every where
My heart is lost, my mind is gone
The hole in my soul grows ever so big
Wheres my light of my life gone to
Theres no where to go for me anymore
My love has been torn and crushed
Where is my angel that I can touch
The crys in the night, echo in my head
laying her dying in my own bed
The waves from the seas of hurt haunt me
Leaving me here, suffering and grieving
The sun will rise no more
The moon will lower for the last time
All the light on Earth will go out
The colors of the rainbow will be no more
If this is going to be the last day
This is not the way I wanted to be

Going To Make It

We where partners in crime
The other half of each other
I thought that our love was thicker than blood
Harder that any stone
But I found out it was thinner than water
Weaker than the air
You where the only one I wanted to be next to
You'll find out the truth
You didn't know what you had till its gone
You had me by my heart
Riped it out of my chest
Thought I was living in heaven
When I was living in hell
Tryed to make it work, holding my breath
Found my self up to my neck in lies
I just wanted to beleive it wasn't true
Always thought that we could make it
Never thought lies would break it
Feels like I've been beaten, used, abused
All of the emotional kind
My mind took alot, even had enough
Its going to be rough and tough
But I'll make it in the long run....

Do We Fight For Whats Right

The crying, the pain, the dying in vain
The screams in the night but we still wanna fight
Wanting to win, willing to start all over again
Some of us leave and never come back.
The ones that come home are wanting to attack.
The tears never end, and the pain just won’t stop.
Their minds are scared, they’re scared to drop.
The world becomes black and white.
Feels like it rains very day and night.
Why do we fight, why do we have to live with this fright.
No need to take lives, it’s not really worth taking someone’s life.
Why can’t we all be free.
The day will come when we all live in peace.
Living everyday with love ones, harmony, and without grief.

I TRY AND TRY

I work very hard to show you my love babe,
But never seem to be enought for you
Am I working for nothing, can you ever accect my love
Feels like there nothiing left to do, no where to go
But what can I do baby, Im so in love with you
Left here with endless pain, tears never ending
Why cant you love me for who I am, stuck in confusion
Never thought that I would make it this far,
I would not change anything that I have lived for
I just cant turn my head, and walk the other way
You just cant see that my love is true, Im stuck to you like glue
Time is not the problem, I have all the time in the world
Life is whats hurting me, cause life is too short
Thats whay I need your love babe, cant you see
Im on my knees, praying to the god, why cant it be

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Stuff

For Along Time

I still remeber all those hurtful days
The nights of unthoughtful pain
Seems like I was always crying
My world is dark and gray

Tell me that you didnt mean what you said
The words made my heart bleed for a long time
Standing here, all alone, feeling pretty blue
This life is going to be short, being torn in two

Ever think that we can try again
Theres alway somewhere to begain
Try to forget about all the pain
Theres more than just love that we can gain

Tell me that you didnt mean what you said
The words made my heart bleed for a long time
Standing here, all alone, feeling pretty blue
This life is going to be short, being torn in two

The wall will break, thats around my heart
Even though Im still living in the dark
Cant you see the pain is killing me
All I want is to love and be free

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Is it you, Is it her

The passion is gone
But still I cant move on
I cant find love that last forever
Looking for the one
Whos not scared to show there love
Im thaking the chance, but is it ever over
I must learn to cross that line,
But how can I when your always on my mind
Is it you, is it her
Who ever is it, I love you too
Is it you, is it her
I have to look around, is it you that I can trust
Is it you
Your loves comes, then goes
Most of the time, I dont know
Only it your love was forever
When the love of your begain, I knew then it was the end
I try to remember the moments of pleasure
I must learn to cross that line,
But how can I, when your always on my mind
Is it you, is it her
Who ever it is, I love you too
Is it you, is it her
Theirs always you, I cant stop, but to love
Is it you, it is her
I have to look around, is it you that I can trust
Is it you, Is it you
Must hold on
I have to learn to cross that line
But how can I, when your always on my mind
Is it you, is it her
Who ever it is, I love you too
Is it you, is it her
Theirs always you, I cant stop, but to love
Is it you, is it her
I dont want nothing more, your enough
Is it you, is it her
I have to look around, is it you that I can trust
Is it you, is it you, is it you, is it you

I Got To Be With You

I can ttouch, but i can try to reach
I try to get close to you but fall
I dont have the luck, Im over my head
Crazy falling to my knees
I got to try to be with you tinight
Have to fight fire, running with the feeling
I must try to get with you, with this feel of love
Dont tell me you cant see it, done tell me you cant feel it
I cant be just a one night thing
See if you can see it, tellme you can feel it.
Your a wish that came true, sont say no when its true
Let me be the one that is near
come with me into the night
Dont you hide the feeling when there nothing wrong
Running wild into the dark, seeing shooting stars.
Makeing dreams come true one step at a time
Let me gain your love
I got to try to be with you night
Have to fight this fire, running with this feeling
I must try to get with you with this feeling of love
Tell me you see it. tell me you can feel it
Let me be with you now and forever
See if you can see it, tell me you can feel it
Your a gream that came true
Let me be the one that wins your heart
Ill try to make all you wishes come true
Never make promises that I cant keep
I Love you for always....

The Girl Im Still Missing

IM GOING CRAZY TONIGHT
MY HEART IS HURT ALL OVER
I SEE YOU RUNNING
TO YOUR NEW LOVER
YOU LOOK SO HAPPY NOW
SENCE IM NOT IN THE PICTURE
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
I CANT EVEN GET CLOSE TO YOU

YOUR THE GIRL IM STILL MISSING
CAN YOU HELP ME WITH THIS HURTING
I CANT STOP FROM WISHING
FOR THE GIRL THAT IM MISSING
MY HEAD IS HURTING
MY HEART IS DIEING
PLEASE WILL YOU LISTEN
YOUR STILL THE GIRL THAT IM MISSING

HERE I AM TRYING TO TELL YOU
BUT YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR ME YET
LOOK INTO MY EYES
TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE REGRET
BEFORE ALL I AM IS JUST A MEMORY
HELP ME GET THIS HEART STARTED
ALL I HAVE TO OFFER IS ONLY ME

YOUR THE GIRL IM STILL MISSING
CAN YOU HELP ME WITH THIS HURTING
I CANT STOP FROM WISHING
FOR THE GIRL THAT IM MISSING
MY HEAD IS HURTING
MY HEART IS DIEING
PLEASE WILL YOU LISTEN
YOUR STILL THE GIRL THAT IM MISSING

I NEED YOU TO HOLD ON TO
ITS YOU THAT CAN HELP ME WITH THIS PAIN
IM GOING TO STANDING STEADY
CAUSE WHEN YOU ARE READY
ALL IM GOING TO TELL YOU
IS THAT I STILL LOVE YOU

YOUR THE GIRL IM STILL MISSING
CAN YOU HELP ME WITH THIS HURTING
I CANT STOP FROM WISHING
FOR THE GIRL THAT IM MISSING
MY HEAD IS HURTING
MY HEART IS DIEING
PLEASE WILL YOU LISTEN
YOUR STILL THE GIRL THAT IM MISSING

YOUR THE GIRL IM STILL MISSING
CAN YOU HELP ME WITH THIS HURTING
I CANT STOP FROM WISHING
FOR THE GIRL THAT IM MISSING
MY HEAD IS HURTING
MY HEART IS DIEING
PLEASE WILL YOU LISTEN

No One Knows

No one knows what he sees in her
They dont understand the changes they see
Why is he still holding on to the girl next door
Why is it her heart he longs for
At times he dont know what to do
He dont like the pain he's going through
He wonders whats next in this world
When all he want is that spacial girl
The Colors he see's are black and white
Becasued without her there isn't any light
He wait every night, till the time is right
His heart seem's to race everytime he see's her face
Some times he wonders, is he in to deep
He dont care what they think, cause he can stand on his own two feet
He hopes and prays to be with her some day
He wishes and thinks there must be away

Pack My Bags

Pack my bags, Im leaving you
For reasons I dont know
Why did I wait so long
Its going to be so hard to move on
Here I go, out on my own
Feeling scard to be alone
Why do I feel this pain
Is there really anything in life to gain
The world feels dark and gray
Is there a god, for which I can pray
Leaving you was a mistake, for which I know
Can I come back, back in your arms now
Here I go, coming back to you
Feeling sorry, for leaving you
The pain is no longer there
Life is good now, with you here
My endless love is here for you
Dont know how could I of left you
Now Im back, in your heart to stay
The days are bright, and are never gray

Love Forever

Give me your love
Lets combind our souls
I could love you forever
Even after were old
They're wont be any tears
Down this long road
As long as we have each other to hold
There might be a night when your alone
Dont be scare im on my way home
No matter what happens
If we stay strong and bold
We can love each other forever
Through the coldest of cold

I Wish I Didnt Do , What I Did Then

I hardly told you I loved you
I never thought of losing you
I know where love comes in
Cause this pain hurts deep within
I have to say it feels like Im dying
Without your love I dont know what is true
I cant love without you, and I know why
I dont want to share my love with anyone, only you
I wish I didnt do, what I did then
Is there anyway to love me again
Im tring to tell you, I still love you
I dont want it to be the end
Is their anywhere in you heart for me again
Cause everyday without you isn't worth living

I Fell In Love With You Tonight

Come to me slowly, we've got plenty of time
Make my mind wonder, am I really alive
Lets take each othere, and fly in the sky tonight
Believe your heart inside you
I fell in love with you tonight
Lets turn another page in time now baby
Blow me an I love you
And I'll give you my heart
If it wasn't for you, I probly just cry
Your the holder of my heart now
Im going to give you all it has
I love the time we share together
When it comes tomorrow, I want you by my side
I will love you forever, even after I die

This One Is Just For You

I wasn't as strong, as you needed me to be
Now its over, I need you more thatn ever
Im sorry for leaving you behind
Im hurting now cause you are not mine
Baby Im so sorry, this is not just another story
This one is just for you
I thought it could just ve us two
The tears are never drying, it feels just like Im dieing
You look so very happy now, its driving me crazy
I couldn't ve the man you needed me to be
I see you with him and wish it was me
I guess thats the way its supose to be
This one is just for you
Im sorry I couldn't make your dreams come true
Baby please remember that I still love you

No More Tears To Cry

Feels just like yesterday
My love was twisted in hundreds of different ways
Now I know my love is here to stay
My mind was full of guilt and hate
I just couldn't stand the answer of faith
I didnt understand the pain I felt
Took some time, but did it my self
No one knew the feelings I had
Most of them mad me feel real sad
Today I looked in your eyes
And I found there was no more tears to cry

Show This World

Theres only one shot, take it, make it to the top
Don't be the one to fall, be the one that take's it all
Take this life, do what you think is right
When theres no wrong way to go
Loosen up the chain thats around your neck
Take the first jump, and never look back
Even if you have to do it again and again
Show this world what its like to win
Take a step up to the challenger, take a slap to the face
Show him what you got, take him down, take his place
Be the winner of this life, we all call a game
When you do you will never be the same
Loosen up the chain thats around your neck
Take the first jump, and never look back
Even if you have to do it again and again
Show this world what its like to win
Loosen up the chain thats around your neck
Take the first jump, and never look back
Even if you have to do it again and again
Show this world what its like to win

All I Wish For

Where can I find the answers
What can I do with all this pain
Why is there a hole, down in my soul
How am I going to keep goin' with no-one at all
Its my fault for the reasons of your lost
Its cause of me that I broke your heart
Its all on me, now Im drowning in sarrow
All I wish for, is to be able to see you tomorrow
Theres a time and place for everyone
Here without you, only I know why
Where should I go, what do I have to show
Im crying alone, with no-one at all
Its my fault for the reasons of your lost
Its cause of me that I broke your heart
Its all on me, now Im drowning in sarrow
All I wish for, is to be able to see you tomorrow
Its my fault for the reasons of lost
Its cause of me that I broke your heart
Its all on me, now Im drowning in sarrow
All I wish for, is to be able to see you tomorrow

Soul

I am free now, so I can die
My soul has left, now watch me fly
To the great above, where the seen is nice
I'll see you in another life
Dont be sad, there is no pain
Dont forget to seen me, when there is no rain
I Love you all, keep me in your mind

Daddy

Oh daddy can't you see
For the pain you know is killing me
I try to hide it deep inside
But every night is seem to cry
Oh Daddy please
I lover her can't you see
Could you ever just let us be

Stuff

I love you when everyone is near
Theres nothing to hide, theres nothing to fear

I was lost for a longtime
But no one knew

Tell me where should I Begain

I can't sleep, the fears in to deep

Darkness
My only friend
I cant see you, but can I talk to you again
Im looking for anwsers for my pains
It feels like Im dieing alone in vain
Theres this girl I love, and love her I do
I dont want it to be the end of us
They're trying to kill us
telling lies killing me inside
I don't understand why
I could love her until I die

Ready to take the fall
lifes short, not to tall
Hear I am, feeling the fear
My heart is broke, Im ready to tear

There you going again
Thinking your not pretty
I dont understand, such a pity
Your Beautiful cant you see
I was wondering will you marry me

Arrived home, the place is dark
Wish somehow I could call you, but I dont know
Went down the street
Came back, again thinking of you
I would like to tell you, im sorry for what I do
The nights without you, never seem to end
You still have my love, but how do you feel in the end
Your always here, no matter where my heart is
I wish I could come back you, to hold you once again

I hope and I pray, but my life is still gray
I cry everyday for you love to come my way
Your killing me, but cant see
I dont know how this came to be
I love you, I want you
Thiers nobody like you
The pain is eating me away
I dont know if I can take another day
Nobody can help me so get away
Im going crazy, insain
But you cant see

You make me fly, no matter how down I am
Always laughing, endless smiles for everyone
A friend that means more than words can say
The skys are all blue, the sun so bright everyday
What would I do if you weren't in my life

The pain took over my mind
Those words that was said
Keeps running in my head
I try to run, I try to hide
From this pain thats inside
I hear yelling, I see fighting
I can't take it anymore

The words that could never be said
The thoughts that keeps running through my head


2011
FOR YOU
Is your heart alone tonight
Does every night get a little darker
Latley all you do is cry
All the pain gets you sicker
Isn't it strange, that whats her name
I thought that hes with you
Seeing them this way, I can't help but to say, don't go

For you, I hope and pray night and day
For you, all you can do is try things differently
I never want to, sorry you found out in the end
Seeing him walk away, nothing left to say
you'll be just fine, I know you

Im sorry for calling you up
I thought you where gone forever
There a lot of catching up
With every tear it cuts me deeper
Isn't it strange, that whats her name
I thought that hes with you
Seeing them this way, I can't help but to say, don't cry

For you, I hope and pray night and day
For you, all I can do is try things differently
I never want to, sorry you found out in the end
Seeing him walk away, nothing left to say
you'll be just fine, I know you

Isn't it strange, that whats her name
I thought that hes with you
Seeing them this way, I can't help but to say,

Cause of you, I need you more everyday
For you, all I can do is try things differently
I always want to, found me here waiting at the end
Seeing him walk away, with nothing but a tear in his eye
you'll be fine, I found you

I found You
I found you

Your heart isn't alone tonight
Every Day get a little brighter


Don't Cry For Him
Darling why are you crying
I don't think this is another lie
Why do you let him hurt you
Why do you give him everything

Here to you, I know your blue
why dosen't this change anything
Don't cry for him, oh no
Don't cry for him, oh no

The book of lies has became unhidden
It a story filled with only hard times
The only times that you remember
Was the time that you didn't cry

Here to you, I know your true
Dose this change anything
Don't cry for him, oh no
Don't cry for him, oh no



Can you say you really care
Another broken heart
failing from the start
Your full of surprises
When your lifes a lonely lie
Time will make you cry
Lost and trapped you try to fly

J