LONER

In a field
So lonesome and grey
I lost you to
A fighting me
I took the best of you
And held onto it
But I didn't see you
Moving torward it
I saw the light of day
And I saw the pearls in your eyes
But I didn't see me in your future
Your life beside mine
Hope you have a good life wherever you may be

MURDER (R.I.P.)

HERE I LAY ALONE
AWAKE AND CRYING
THERE'S NOTHING TO
HEAL ME
NO LOVER NO CHILD
OR ANYONE I TRUST
SO I CRY IN PAIN
AS HE STABS ME
W/ A BLADE
AND ALL THE BLOOD
RAN DOWN MY FACE
WITH DEVIL EYES
HE SCREAMED
"CRY TO ME MY CHILD
YOU HEALED MY VISION
AND NOW YOU SHALL
REST IN PEACE"

FOR YOU

I WOULD LIKE TO CUT MYSELF
BLEED ONTO A PAPER FOR YOU
TELL YOU EVERY THOUGHT I HAVE
BUT IT'S NOT LIKE THAT WITH YOU
SOME PEOPLE DIE IN YOUR ARMS
SOME PEOPLE HAVE KILLED IN MY EYES
IN DAYS I'VE SEEN MYSELF ROT
UNTIL I SAW THE LIGHT OF YOU
YES I ADMIT THE LIGHT STILL SCARES ME
I'M USED TO BEING IN THE DARK ALONE
I'D LIKE TO SAY I MISS YOUR TOUCH
BUT I DON'T KNOW YOU THAT MUCH
I DON'T LOVE YOU
AND I DON'T HATE YOU
COME BACK TO ME AFTER TOMORROW
AND YOU'LL SEE YOUR TRUE DESTINY
I'LL TRY MY HARDEST TO CUT MYSELF
AND THERE I'VE BLED ONTO THIS PAGE
__________________FOR YOU!!