Nothing More

I go through life,
Trying to find a meaning,
Trying to find a purpose,
Anything that holds true.
I try to find friends,
Someone to lean on,
Someone to count on,
I am able to find few.
So many problems arise,
I feel so much hurt,
so much despair,
I'm troubled, always feeling blue.
I struggle to do right,
I try my hardest to please,
If my best isn't good enough,
What more can i be expected to do?
In my reasoning(which I believe to be true)
I find several things which I'll share with you.
I'll never be good enough,
No one will ever care for me or love,
No matter what I do or try,
I guess I'm meant to be alone until I die.
Elders tell me:  Enjoy life while you can
Or I'll grow to regret it as a man.
As I see it, there's not much to enjoy,
Life just throws me around, like it's playtoy.
I live because I have to 
I've found nothing to live for,
I see no point in trying
I'll just live and nothing more.

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