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Virgin Suisudes
A dagger covered w/ bloody pain
The feel of it dripping from my veins
Makes me feel strong
No more do I feel wrong
The dark light approaches
Its coming near
So close to death yet not the least bit of fear
Now when I tell my story
As I march up to glory
Tell my life and how I ended it
Tell how in ur face I spit
How it was 4 u
Now my blood
As I c my reflection
Looking 4 pure salvation
My body will lie decaying as my spirit haunt so
It was b/c of u I had to go
Some days u want to live and today my life id give to prove my point
As the point of the knife in a line of my anger
The pain had nothing on what u inflicted the feeling in my heart were ecnations and now u can c how much I really hurt how my life u cursed
Blood dripping from my veins
And all that took my life was the knife and thoughts in my head
And thanks 2 u I am dead
Murder
Dark clouds cover the skies
Lighting flashes in my eyes
Ur life will pay the forfit of my pain
Ur soul will mine regain
Ur blood on the palms of my hands
now do u feel like a man
u love me u exclaim
y u did it u cant explain
and all it did was cause me pain
and for ur soul will mine regain
u took my innocence
my pain continuience
with my hands ill take ur life
as u did mine I still breath which u wont
but live I don’t
I may pump blood thru my veins
But trust I cant
Now ur dead
By my hand
R u happy it ended this way
But still im her to stay
I justify what I did
I was just a kid
So burn in hell
U sick fuck
I guess tonight u had some bad luck
Dreaming
when we first kissed i thought it was a dream
thats how it was when u said it was me u love i was so lucky i hoped if it was a dream that i never woke up that this dream would last forever
and that we were truly in love when we split apart i hoped it was a dream but i knew it wasnt it was the firts day i realized we are apart and our love had died i was all alone and on my own thats the day i relized i would never dream again all b/c one dream had to end
i feel u with me
When we started talking i was confused
i couldnt tell if u liked me or if i was beig used I didnt know u hardly at all how did i know in love i would fallwe were so different that is a fact but rumor has it opposits attract never would have believed it to b true till i relized i loved ui thought i found my 1 true love i had found my place that i had found a guy that was great i tought i found that speciel person was it fate i believe we were meant to be together then and forever my love ending never my love 4 u will never die un like you it will stay alive i loved being near u and i feel i still am god took u from me physically but ur w/ me spiritually ur always w/ me though were apart ur w/ me and will always b in my heart
Hurting
Why do i cry for you
should i feel used?
im lost and confused
the love i had for you is still there
these feelings of pain and despair
are feelings i just cant bare
i had you once but now your gone
ive been told to move on
on the out side im fine
but not in my mind
i cant stand being without you
in my heart i am so blue
i dont know whta to do
you gave me all the love i dreamed of
i thought was sent from above
my feelings are now twisted
torn apart like my teenage heart
trampled and beaten i feel useless and cheated
why do i feel this way why would i want you to stay now that were through all i want to do is be with you i ask what did i do to you i have no clue but i will stay and wait for you to want me back as i do you
my winters
my days r cold with out u my body is in frost i have been freezing since u i lost ur heat can not warm me ur body doesnt heat my heart i need u back y did we part u left me cold when i was so hot u left me so right on the spot now i am like ice and as cold as snow its all because u left me alone
Constant Rejection
Why cant you love me
why do you see every one above me
what did i do wrong
Towards me you have constant rejection
you rufuse to show me any effection
you send me away in your oppisit direction
you leave me with my emotions weathered
all i can say with tears in my eyes maybe another day telling my self lies
why wont you tell me why
you never care how much i cry how much i hurt how much pain im in from my father is constant rejection
Abandoned child
How come you left me alone,
left me to face the harsh world on my own,
yuo helped make me,
then you left me,
I was your daughter,
did you miss my laughter?
Did you ever see the sun dance across my face,
to you was i a disgrace,
a symble of your mistaks?
Did you wonder how i turned out,
or did you care?
did you ever think of me,
or was i a memory of despair......
did you ever think of how i was if i was ok
or did you want to know?
was i a total embarrassment?
you left me with out a call....
did you think of me at all?
did you ever think of me as your daughter.....because
i never thought of you as my father
Friends are forever
you told me to forget her
but friends are forever
you told me she didnt want us together
but friends are forever
you said she talked about me
i gave her the benifit of the doubt
you started my suspetions
on what you had against her
did she know somthing i didnt
where you afraid she did or
did you know somthing about her
you wouldnt tell me
all i could say was friends are forever
you pushed hard but i pushed harder
i found out the truth
you ran around with her sister
im glad my friends are forever but you lied
i cried you tried to force my friendship to end
you where a criminal
you said it was because you didnt wnat me hurt
and i told you friends are forever
your just a guy
shell always be there and for one reason
thats because friends are forever
A Stronger Heart
No more questions why
no more tears ill cry
for now i have a stronger heart
no more expecting
only excepting
no more despair
no more lies
no more trying to become somthing im not
for now i have a stronger heart
no more games
no matter were apart
ill always have a stronger heart
Torn
I once was in love..........
but i became torn.......
im terrified and alone,
like a new born orphan.....
alone in the world wanting to be held,
friends say give up but i have rebelled....
i have so much hurt so much pain,
im headed down a one way lane,
i look in the mirror and all i see is tears pain and suffering as my reflection of me
i cry al night,
i cry all day
wondering what to do,
wondering what to say
thinking ill get you back ill find a way wondering whta i could have done to make you stay
was i not good enough
this is really rough
i thought i was tough
was it somthing i did to make you leave
you stole my heart like a theif........
you left me torn in despair torn like you ripped out my heart i was dying inside because we were torn apart this was all by your own will y do i want you back well because i am dumb and love you still
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