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To live is to love To die is to hate For me I am dead My memory erased My reason to live gone with the wind Died with out a soul To comfort him He died a painful death He died because he was murdered I miss him I know you don't Why live with out him Why not die Only 1 person would care Why not kill me No one will mind |  |
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My world is black Full of sadness All the happiness Is clouded by darkness To live my life is to live a hell It started with death And it will end with mine. Will it be today? Will it be tomorrow? If not today or tomorrow How soon will it come? |
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I rarely cry yet I cried I cried over death I cried over the pain I cried over the loss I cried over Maximus I cried for days I yelled and screamed But I still cried |  |
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The dog was born at 4:59 And he was mine and mine alone I would have him till the end But when the end came I thought I was going to die He was not even but 1 years of age He was still a pup Even his parents get all depressed We fell into a slump that would never end Finally his father died Oh what a crime our neighbor committed For he gave him Antifreeze Which killed him oh so slowly Oh what a painful death he had to have For now I have but one wish Which is to get the dog back The dog was special for he Knew me like no other He was my friend, my companion, my dog Now that the dog is back The slump has ended and life will go on But then the end came again This time forever For now the dog is dead He died without me He died without love He died without his parents He died at 2 years of age The dog will live on but only in my memory For he was not the sweetest dog in the world He was the meanest But for that I loved him For when I was mad he kept people away For he was an extra large dog With a bite to match But now he is dead my world Has stopped once again For now life cant go on without the dog I lost him once and now I have lost him again My world has stopped My life has stopped Never to restart again Now my one wish is to die And end my suffering |
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My world is bleak It wont turn around that is until JJ I never simile since Maximus But I smiled with JJ He made me laugh He made me happy No one could do that I seemed happy But I wasn't That was a front I always had a front Its there for a reason JJ never has seen that front He sees the real me He knows when I'm depressed He knows when I'm upset He knows the reason for my front We can talk for hours on end Why not at least I am happy And he seems to be too |
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The end is near I feel it coming It comes in silence It comes in a flash It always comes It never stays I always know the end But then there is a new beginning The End and then the beginning A never ending pattern It will never stops Because the End keeps passing me by Staying for a hour, a day, a week Sometimes even a month Yet it always leaves me again To repeat its cycle |
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Death is the end People have died I will die You will die Some sooner than others Some die with a reason Others do not Don't let yours be one of those Mine will not be |  |
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A big dog A loyal dog A beautiful dog A strong dog A friendly dog My dog is a Rottweiler Angel is her name And that is what she is That is what they all are |
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My life is pathetic Not worth living I wish I was dead Not even here Dead and alone I wish I was there By myself Where I can waste away No one around To die in peace |  |
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I hate my life Nothing worth living Clouded by death Clouded by sadness Clouded by darkness Kill me when the light is near That way I don't have to travel far To see my father To see my grandfather To see my Maximus To see my Damien To see all I have lost To live once again To finally be truly alive |
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~*~MUSIC~*~ To live is to love To die is to hate For me I am dead My memory erased ~*~MUSIC~*~ My reason to live gone with the wind Died with out a soul To comfort him He died a painful death He died cause he was murdered ~*~MUSIC~*~ I miss him I know you don’t Why live with out him Why not die Only 1 person would care Why not kill me No one will mind ~*~MUSIC~*~ I know you wont Because you don't Give a shit about me Even I don't Give a shit about me ~*~MUSIC~*~ |  |
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I stand alone No one by my side No one cares Not even I care Why should they care? I stand alone No cares in the world No one to love Everyone important is dead |
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I want to die I don't care Where I go As long as I'm not here Away from it all Death is the end Id die A peaceful death No one cares No one cares I'm including myself I don't care Id be happy With the ones I love Death is the end The end is where I want to be |  |
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I will not Shed a tear Over loss Over death Over anything again I don't care Who it is Why it was I will not Shed a tear |
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I'm tired Of screaming I'm tired Of the hate I'm tired Of this life I'm tired Of everything I'm tired Of this life I'm tired Of being alive I'm just tired |  |
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Why do you care? Why don't I care? How can you care? Why cant I care? I know I hate myself How can you bare to be around me? Just answer me Why? |
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I stand alone No one by my side No one cares Not even I care Why should they care? I stand alone No cares in the world No one to love Everyone important is dead So why should I care? You don't care I don't care I give up on my life Its not worst it To hard to care To worthless to live I give up You've already given up on me I in turn gave up on myself |
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Damn it all I hate this life Damn it to hell Fuck life and Everything with it Damn it all Damn it to hell It can kiss my ass I don't even care Damn it all Fuck it all I give up Just damn it all to hell Now leave me alone And to die a peaceful death |
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Let me die Let kill myself Don't try and stop me Just leave me be Alone is how I am Alone is what I like Just Alone Suicide is perment I realize that I want to die I need to die End my suffering |  |
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I never could have known How much you mean to me As a friend and as a person You've helped me so much More than anyone I know Dealing with the deaths That haunt my past The deaths of My father my best friend, Ivan and of Maximus I cried when ever I thought of them For they had meant the world to me Now I do not cry as often For this I love you As a friend And think of you as a hero For all you have done And how you have touched my life No longer I think of suicide For you saved me from that By making my life a lot brighter I look forward to talking to you Even though I've never met you in person I never could have known How much you mean to me As a Friend and as a person For you are the reason I am alive today |
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My emotions had been locked up Now you have found the key The key that I thought could not be found Now my emotions are unlocked and Reeking havoc upon my life But its ok they had to be unlocked sometimes Just now is not the time though They are going back under the lock A lock that I only have the key Because I have been hurt to much In so short a time Not by you, you've never hurt me You've only helped and I'm thankful for that I just can't handle with what comes with emotions That is why I have told few "I love you" But meant it to two fully heartedly One is dead and the other is you I hope you understand when I say "I need to have no emotions" For I have to many problems when I wear My emotions upon my sleeve |  |
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Memories are what binds Us to our past Memories are not always happy Memories are not always sad We have a mixture of both Be they of death or birth Deaths are sad Births are happy So you see they come hand in hand |
