Questions of Emotional Feelings
What must one do to find real peace with those they love and think they know?
And how do we learn from the mistakes we make and then use them to grow?
These are the real questions for which the answers are not always clear
This is what makes showing real feelings and emotions something to fear
Don't show any real emotion and never let your feelings show
Cuz if ya say how you feel, this is what may make his top blow
He'll become extremely angry jus' cuz you feel the need to be treated real
He's not really caring about how what he does or says may make you feel
How must one deal with this kind of a relationship with another?
With one you may feel a kinship with - like a sister or a brother?
Maybe the answer is to just sit back and let it ride
Or perhaps it is better to jus' crawl into a hole and hide
The answers to all these questions are just too complicated for me right now
Ban all emotion and feeling from now on, cuz this I must not again allow
Don't be as a person any more as it is not the proper way to act with others here and there
Particularly when those here and there have shown to you that they really do not care.
Is there a better way? Is there a better day? And what is the right thing to say?
For we who are real people made of flesh and blood, and not just figures made of clay?
Perhaps there are no real answers to these questions that I present to you here in the poem
For a person who returns each night to where she live yet never really feels at home