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Bye Bye My Dear Daddy

It's about time I said bye bye to ya daddy
I neva really was part of yo family anyway
At least that's what chu always used to say
Born of da wrong mama bla bla bla, but that's all history

I'm gonna blow this pop stand soon, leave this fuckin' country
And when I go I wonder if you'll even fuckin' miss me
We weren't even worthy of an invite to yo last holiday party
My daughter (yo first grandchild) and I didn't even belong at that festivity

Bad mouthin' my mom and maternal grandma every chance ya get
The shit ya said and put me though, I will neva foget
Pickin' fights wit me on the phone n' hangin' up wit "why don't you go fuck yourself"
That scene started when I was only 14, I locked it in and put it up on my own private shelf

Mom always told me I was beautiful and smart and could have anything I dream
All you ever did was try to convince me that I have a low self-esteem
Tried to enforce that belief in me and then blame it all on my mother
Cuz you're a Psychiatrist, you think you can play this sick mind game on me under cover

Well Fuck You and the shit games you tried to run on me
Soon we'll be outta here, far away from you and yo shit is where we'll be
Your only daughter just wanted a daddy to love and care about her
But soon the memory of me to you will be nothin' but a fuckin' blur

The last time you were hospitalized I was the one who stepped in and managed yo estate
Made sure yo bills were paid so financial ruin wouldn't be yo fate
But since I'm not worth more than dirt to you, I don't give a shit no mo
Now it' me who slams the door on you, I don't want shit from you no mo you ho