Remembering the bad choices I have made
The choice of betrayal is the one I regret
Trust that was taken then will not be gotten back
I do not blame the person that I have betrayed
It would be the same if I was in the others shoes
Friendship with him was what I cherished
The choices I made destroyed that relationship
I'm hated because of those choices
Choices I cannot take back
I can only try to go forward
To go forward and try to gather that trust back
I know it will be hard
Sometimes it will seem impossible
To be a better friend is what I now vow
Another chance is only what I want
If he will let me I will prove myself
If he will let me I will show him I can be trusted
If he will only let me it would make my life complete
If only If only is all I can say
If only is all I can wish for but I still may not receive it
