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My Special Angel

1947-2001

Dedicated to my wife Carol
a special daughter, wife and mother
She gave so much to so many.
Through all her years of suffering
she never complained and always thought of others

When I first met my angel she was a freshman in
highschool, I was a senior

A blind date 1961

Woman was made from the rib of a man
Not from his head to top him
Nor from his feet to be trampled upon
But from his side to be equal
Under his arm to be protected
Near his heart to be loved
Author unknown

"My Special Angel"

God Called A Special Angel Home
She's standing by his side
With broken hearts, eyes filled with tears
The pain we cannot hide
God promised He'd take care of her
We trust his gentle love
Shes standing there now smiling down
upon us from above.

While here on earth she shared with us
A love that means so much
Now that shes gone We'll always miss
Her warm and gentle touch
Our life has changed without her here
We feel so all alone
We realize now she was the one
Who made our house a home

With all my love forever

Author Fred

We married she was 21 I was 24
Aug 1968

"My Flower"

Imagine the earth were a garden
And the people were the flowers
We have the power to chose
The one always to be ours
I chose one that I liked best
And luckely she chose me too
To be with her to have and hold
As we lived this whole life through


With petals so soft
A fragrence so sweet
I was taken within
Swept off my feet
It was so beautiful there
In the garden of life
This lovely creature
Became my wife

We loved each other
With all our heart
We took our vows
Till death do us part
The time then came
For her to go
God knows how much
I miss her so

With all my love forever

Author Fred

We had the most beautiful life together. She loved me and I loved her.
We lived for each other

"Eyes of an Angel"

Through her eyes she saw this world
In such a different way
She thought of others and their needs
Each and every day
No matter how much pain she had
She never let it show
We know now she is in Gods care
Her light will always glow

She was the sweetest angel on earth
Until the day she died
God called her home to be with him
To stand there by his side
It was so hard to give her up
But God knew what was best
He took her to his house above
Twas time for her to rest

With all my love forever

Author Fred

1975 was a wonderful year
Our son was born and we built our dream home

"Just Beyond"

At the end of every rainbow
They tell me I'll find gold
I picture something better there
Than what I have been told
I see you waitng just for me
To find that rainbows end
Until I find it darling
My love I will send

Just beyond the sunset
Is where I know you are
I'd like to visit you there
It doesn't seem so far
I'll be there someday sweetheart
To see you once again
I know it wont be much longer
Just don't know exactly when

Above the clouds in heaven
Among the stars so bright
You wait for me to come there
And visit you some night
One day I will be there
To see your lovely face
Standing there smiling
In that magical place

Just over the horizon
Is where I look for you
It's almost in my reach now
You look for me there too
I'm coming to see you darling
Just you wait and see
We will be together
In heaven, you and me

With all my love forever

Author Fred

She was diagnosed with rhumatoid arthritis
1993

Sweetheart


"Living It Over"

I have lived my life all over again
since you went away
I've thought of every moment
From that very first day
That day I saw your sweet face
Smiling at me the first time
I've remembered everything we did
Since you became mine
Those were the happiest moments
To happen in my life
Since the day you became
My wonderful wife

Thank you dear for giving me
These things to hold so close
And help me through these times
That trouble me the most
Without your love I had so long
I couldnt make it through
The days that move so slowly by
I spend now without you
Your love will keep me going
Til my heart stops beating on
Your love will keep me happy
Til these days on earth are gone

With all my love forever

Author Fred

We took our last vacation. Cancun mexico, she was getting very weak.We knew it wouldn't be long.Just a few days after returning home she was hospitalized.
August 2000

"Do You Remember?"

Do you remember the day we met
That day so long ago
Remember the way you tried
To not let your feelings show
I knew it was the first of many
Days that we would share
I knew you were the one for me
I would take you everywhere

Do you remember how it felt
To share that first sweet kiss
Thats just one of many things
That I will always miss
Remember how it was
To be so young and free
Our future was in front of us
You would share it all with me

Do you remember our wedding day
The day we said I do
Remember those sacred vows we made
To always be so true
Remember the way you took my hand
And with it took my heart
Remember how we promised
That we would never part

Do you remember the dreams we had
For our lives that lay ahead
The way we made the most of things
We did it without dread
Remember how we made a home
And filled it with our love
I cherish all those memories
Now that your above

Remember just this one thing now
I know I won't forget
We did the best we ever could
I have not one regret
Your wisdom made it easy dear
All our dreams came true
I had the best of things in life
All because of you

With all my love forever

Author Fred

She came home to say goodbye
March 9, 2001

"Second Time Around"

If we could do it all over again
Would you do it the same old way
Would I be the one you wanted
To be with every day
Would you still do the things
We did throughout the years
Would I be the one you choose
To share the laughter and tears

How many changes would you make
To the way we lived our life
Would you change that fateful day
We became husband and wife
Would you change the songs we listened to
The ones we learned so well
The words of every one of them
The stories they would tell
The songs of love and happiness
That brought us oh' so near
I wonder love if you would change
These things we held so dear

You lived your life for both of us
You made me come to be
A better person than I might have been
If you had not loved me
I wouldnt change a thing sweetheart
And I dont think you would
Change the way we did it then
If either of us could

With all my love forever

Author Fred

I held her hand as she took that last sweet breath and told her I loved her for the last time
April 8, 2001

"Til Death Do Us Part"

My beautiful wonderful angel
Who watches from above
I'll never forget the way you were
Your warm and tender love
The way we held each other close
And whispered things so dear
The joy we had the love we shared
While together we were here

We promised to love forever
Til death do us part
It came so soon for one of us
And broke the others heart
Those vows we made so long ago
Were sacred to you and me
I've changed the way I look at you
I now close my eyes to see

With all my love forever

Author Fred

Please support your local arthritis foundation.There are lots of angels out there that need your help

"The pain in my heart"

My dearest sweetheart
I missed you again today
One whole month has passed
Since you went away
Remember when we talked
About this dreadful time
You asked me if I ever would
Make another mine

I thought it would be better
To learn to love again
I may one day be able to
I can't imagine when
Things just arent the same dear
Without you by my side
I'm counting on you above
To help me to decide

You know I'll always love you
No matter what life may bring
Another may be what I need
To take away the sting
The pain I feel within my heart
Without someone to love
I'm trusting you to guide me dear
From heaven up above

With all my love forever

Author Fred

I miss my angel more as each day passes

"Twilight"

As the earth begins to rise
Toward that great orange ball
I'm left standing breathless
By the beauty of it all
The velvet shades of darkness
Cover the setting sun
The stars come out of hiding
Nightfall has begun

The moon in all it's glory
Shinning in the sky
Leaves me feeling lonely
And ever wondering why
You had to leave me standing
Here on earth alone
You flew off to heaven darling
Together we belong

You have met the test of time
That challenges us every day
You took the test of nature
And passed in every way
You stood by your convictions
To live a life of love
You make us all so proud
To know you're up above

You're in the house of God
Standing by the throne
Proudly there with Jesus
We know you're not alone
One day we will be with you
To stand there by Him too
We will be together again
To stand along with you

With all my love forever

Author Fred

"AS THE CURTAIN FALLS"

As the curtain fell on another day
Thoughts of you came my way
As twilight gently filled the sky
The sunsets beauty filled my eye
The sun came slowly to the ground
The mountain wore it like a crown
I felt your love and all it meant
Our life together was heaven sent
Now I'm alone but still can share
Those sunsets dear cause you're up there
I know that you it surely must be
Placing those sunsets just right for me

With all my love forever

Author Fred

"MY SWEET ANGEL"

How sweet was it when you were here
Let me tell you how sweet my dear
Powdered sugar beaches and lemonade seas
Chocolate covered mountains, cinnamon stick trees
Honey filled streams and gumdrop falls
Deep wide canyons with graham cracker walls
Streets paved with butterscotch under blueberry skys
Animal crackers, raisins for eyes
Peppermint lamp posts, neat coconut lawns
Shurbery in front, hanging with bon bons
Gingerbread houses, whipped cream snow
Cottoncandy clouds, our world below
That my sweetheart isn't nearly as sweet
As my world, when you made it complete

With all my love forever

Author Fred

"Candles"

Just thinking of you again today
Thinking of things you would say
Things you used to say and do
No other could only you
You made me feel so loved and dear
To one I always felt so near
We knew each other like a book
Could melt my heart, that special look
I feel you with me in every room
I still can smell your sweet perfume
A fragrance remembered a special way
When we were together to end each day
The candles you burned are almost gone
I light them at night to brighten our home
They remind me of you and days of past
I wish those candles forever could last
Good night sweetheart, I love you so
It's getting late and I must go
I'm thinking of you as I go to bed
And on your pillow rest my head

With all my love forever

Author Fred

"Just one more day"

O' what I'd give for one more day
To be with you again
I think of you in every way
And I remember when
We held each other close and spoke
Of how our love would always be
I treasure all those moments now
They mean so much to me

Just one more night to go to sleep
With you there by my side
Just one more morning to awake
And look at you with pride
Just one more day to spend with you
And do the things we did
To hold you close and kiss you darling
I can't keep these feelings hid

My love for you will endure
The test of time sweetheart
I think of you and what you meant
When we were not apart
Your in my thoughts as I go through
Each lonely day and night
I close my eyes and you appear
so beautiful in my sight

In every beat of my heart,
every breath I take,
in every thought of every day
as long as I shall live.

Author Fred

"Walk with me"

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God gave me a glimpse of you today
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As the sun struck my face
I felt your love your warm embrace
I walked along, a birds song filled my ear
It reminded me of you, your voice so dear
I looked up into the sky
A beautiful cloud caught my eye
It drifted along as free as could be
Thoughts of you came to me

The smell of honeysuckle filled the air
I closed my eyes and pictured you there
Your fragrence, your hair, your smile, your face
Sitting there in that perfect place
As I walked along I thought of you
Those wonderful things you used to do
I miss you darling as I knew I would
The sadness I feel is understood

With all my love forever

author Fred

"Who"

Who could love you when things are right
Who could love you when things are bright
I could
Who could love you when things Go bad
Who could love you when things are sad
I could
Who could love you when things are tough
Who could love you when things are rough
I could
Who could love you when you are sick
Who could love you through thin and thick
I could
Who could love you with all their heart
Who could love you when far apart
I could
Who could love you til thier last days
Who could love you all these ways
You did

I will always love you

author Fred

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Rhumatoid Arthritis (RA) is a terrible disease.
Please help find a cure before it
claims the lives of other Angels!

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