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For all who know me, you all know I'm going through a rough time right now, with my being pregnant and all. Bob, I love you and i don't know where I'd be without you. but I still love rob...alot. Maybe one day he'll run across this site and see that. Oh, well.
BLACK HOLE
Loneliness fills me like an animal in a cage/
Running in circles, I’m trapped by it/
Despair grips my heart/
Squeezing it of the happiness it held/
Angels turn a deaf ear on me/
Not caring about my problems/
Demons in the disguise of a friend/
Glaring at me with empty eyes/
Glowing with all the sins of the past/
Trying to draw me back/
Into the vicious circle that brought me here/
I had love, it is gone/
Taking all my hope with it/
Hoping for a quick return/
I spend my days alone/
Surrounded by supposed friends/
Hoping that someone will open their eyes/
And see the horrible shape I’m in/
This wretched, twisted mass of flesh/
That used to be a vital young woman/
Hopelessness has brought me here/
Clouded my thoughts/
I pray that someone will not pass me by/
But stop and look, and notice my pain/
And pull me out of this hole.
MY BEST FRIEND
My heart is torn/
My body says yes, my mind says no/
I want you, I need you/
I constantly crave your touch/
My adored best friend/
Can have anyone he wants/
My lifelong love is gone/
I’m left alone, holding onto a memory and a wisp of it all/
And the thought of a return/
Meanwhile, my heart races when I’m with you/
I long to hold you, to feel your lips on my skin/
The softness and the unheld passion/
The hardness and power of your body/
The desire in your eyes/
I can’t get enough/
Every second makes me want you more/
Insatiable as the hours pass/
You’re an addiction, more powerful than any drug/
And more beautiful than any sunset/
It’s you that keeps the sadness from engulfing me/
You are a fantasy, an affair that can’t last/
The perfect embodiment in what I need in a man/
My adored best friend/
Daytime friends and nighttime lovers/
Trying to fill the emptiness in our lives/
Turning to each other, surprised at how natural it feels/
My heart says I should be with you/
But my heart’s been confused before/
I’ve never felt passion this strong before/
Love’s not a question, we both feel it deeply/
But what kind of love is it?/
Should I throw my perfect life away/
And take a chance to find myself?/
That answer lies within you,/
My adored best friend
I'M NOT SORRY
I won’t apologize for my bright hazel eyes/
That widen and narrow with each passing emotion/
I won’t apologize for my small height/
Being petite gives me my style/
I won’t apologize for my creamy ivory skin/
And for the freckles it clearly shows/
I won’t apologize for my brownish hair/
Its fine soft flow reflects my personality/
I won’t apologize for my thoughts and ideas/
However unrealized, they are still originally mine/
I won’t apologize for my hopes and my dreams/
That guides me through my endless days/
I won’t apologize for my heart/
And the constant way I follow what it tells me/
I won’t apologize for my opinions/
Whether they differ from yours or not/
I won’t apologize for my love/
Or the passion and fire behind it that gives me a romantic glow/
I won’t apologize for my sincerity/
If my honesty offends your ears/
I won’t apologize for my pride/
I’m proud of who I am, and who I am becoming/
I won’t apologize for my background/
If being a southern white girl is a crime, then I’m guilty/
I won’t apologize for my country/
The land of the free and the home of the brave/
But most of all, I won’t apologize for being female/
Because behind every strong man, is an even stronger woman
Mixed Emotions
I hate the way you make me feel/
I hate the way I care/
I hate the way you make me melt/
I hate the way you turn away/
I hate the way you lie to me/
I hate the way I find out you did/
I hate the way you avoid my calls/
I hate the way I beg/
But/
I love the way you hold me/
I love the way you comfort my fears/
I love the way I can make you laugh/
I love they way you let me win/
I love the way your eyes sparkle/
I love the way fall into them/
I love the way we felt back then/
I love the way you can make me forget/
But/
I hate the way I can’t ever hurt you/
I hate the way you always hurt me./
I hate the way I love you so much/
But/
I love you so much/
Thank you for stopping by...I'll have some more poems up soon!
love, Jen
Suicide! (and you know it, so... dont u have
something to do?)
Choose your Dramatic Death (Now w/pics!!)
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You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.
"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!
Please rate ^^
What kind of dark person are you?
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Air. You think before you act, you look before you
leap. You are very direct, which sometimes can
hurt others. You are always looking for the
truth behind things. Of all the elements,
you're the wisest.
What is your element?
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You are going to Marry orlando Bloom. He will
always treat you right and is very romantic. He
will do anything for you. He is very polite and
has deep brown eyes and is very good looking
(which is another plus!). He can make anything
cheesy look really hot(like sliding down stairs
on a shield shooting arrows or wearing pointy
ears for example). Congrats!!
Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (now 12 (i just added more, and still more to come!)results that have pics!)
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Redneck Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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My inner child is six years old!
Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Masochist
The ULTIMATE personality test
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Your soul is bound to the Yellow Rose: The
Gentle.
"I've travelled through the land of
surrender and seen it all. I throw my heart
out and keep my head up, and now I travel
through the land of peace."
The Yellow Rose is associated with friendship,
intuition, and fun. It is governed by the
goddess Hestia and its sign is The Intertwined
Rings, or True Friendship.
As a Yellow Rose, you always look out for your
friends. You would much rather have strong
ties with friends than a single tie with a
lover and your devotion to your friends is
clear. You may have great intuition and be
able to read emotions clearly, but sometimes
you can seem distant yourself.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Weapons are not your thing. You would prefer to
pummel your opponent to death with your fists
and feet. You show a lot of Honor but some
power still eludes you. I can give you this
power, I can make you stronger, join me.
How would you Murder?
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cow- you are very contended with life and the way
things are. you are not often upset or
flustered. people can count on you to be
dependable and always on time. you don't like
change or trying strange things. don't let
that keep you from having a good time.
What Barnyard Animal Are You?
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Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.
PLEASE RATE
What Do You Truly Desire?
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in my eyes..you are kind and outgoing its never to
easy to find a person like you in life
you probably have alot of freinds and like camping?
(rate?)
in my eyes you are...(pics and different outcomes)
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You, my friend are a true individual. You most
likely hate trends and are creative. By seeing
things differently, people either admire you or
think you are a bit strange. I'm guessing you
are a lot like me. Perhaps a Good Charlotte
hater? I hope so. An inspiration to us all,
continue being you! (If you like GC, I'm sorry,
I am just expressing an opinion)
A Deeper Look Inside Yourself (with pics)
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My Favorite things about Angelfire.
