I swear one more homework assignment and i'll scream. My parents are always constantly on my back about school, about my social life. it's making me crazy.
They are always asking me How come i don't go out and why aren't people calling this weekend?
well for one they won't let me go and cruise cuz according to my dad i shouldn't drive just to ddrive. Well at night crusing is all there is to do. I don't get drunk at all but i do go to parties. i don't mind being sober... it's not too bad... there are nights when i want to say screw it but for some reason i don't. It's so wierd listening to other people say that they get drunk for fun. It sounds like they have no life. No offense to anyone.\
I had to go in to work at the office today. i pretty much worked on a website all afternoon. kinda boring but i made seventeen bucks in two hours. i know it's not much but hey it's a job right?
my life is so boring.. i've spent the last two hours watching animal planet and national georaphic channel..
but this entry is getting kinda loooooooong so i guess i'll head out. see ya'll!

well it has been awhile since i've written sorry. the latest for me is just tgetting ready for prom. i have to take my dress in to get fixed. the top is too big so i have to take it in. then i gotta find a matching shawl and shoes.
my soon to be date lives in another town so it'll be cool. prom's not till the 24th of april anyway. but class is almost up so i gotta go see ya!

well it's just another boring day at school
i am sitting in chemistry wasting time
it's about 2:53 pm and i don't get out until 3:15
Bleh............
no this is not a poem.... i'm just bored but i spose i bettter get to my homework
see ya... :(

Well today was definently very interesting. Just because i was missing an assignment in spanish, my parents took my car away until monday, mean i had to walk in the snow to school this morning. And on top of that band sucked. i couldn't play worth a crap. I do have pep band tonight though. maybe that will go better than today. Hopefully i can go. My sister and friend are sitting with me at the parents office. Goah, i feel like such a leash baby!!!!!!!!!!

Might as wel put one another song on cuz i have nothing better to do.

You're Gone
Well it's me again.... I figure since i'm so bored i'll post a song that i wrote. It's written in memory of my best friend Alex who killed himself two years ago.

You were my best friend
the one i shared my troubles with
the one i could turn too
when life got too hard
i wish you would have told me
about how you were feeling
but since you kept that from me
it took just this to make me see
you're gone
oh, you're gone
you're not coming back to me
this is such a tragedy
you're gone
baby, you're gone
and now i have to pay the price
and now it doens't feel very nice
i wish you could come back
because this world does one thing lack
you
oh it lacks you
you're the one who used to
put a smile on my face
you're gone
oh, you're gone
it took just once to make me see
you were tsnading on front of me
and i didn't even hear you.

well i'm here again. Gah does anybody out ther have a sister? Preferably a little sister? Cuz I'll give you mine if you want to trade! B looked especially hot today. He has the prettiest green eyes i have ever seen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah i know... i'm lovestruck. I know he was in welding last semester too but i don't know what classes he has this semester. it's not fair, the perfect guy and he leaves in may. just my luck. i probably won't even get a chance with him at all. i'm about to swear off guys all together. the cowboys are racist, the punks, well they are just wierd. then you have b who looks like a punk but likes country music. I mean, how ironic do you get?

i spose i better stop talking about him now. then there is D who is tall, dark, adn sits by me in american history. he's funn to talk to too.

I'm one of those people who should get a life. the puter is startingt o get a little boring.. :( but i gotta go esat dinner so hopefully i'll talk to ya'll later.

I'm Outey!

~-Brit-~

About Me
My name is Brit and i am a junior in high school. I'm pretty much easy to get along with but at times i know i can be a bitch. Some stuff that happened ealier this year taught me that. I know that i've gotten better though.

Found out some pretty juicy stuff today. A lot of the girls from the town i used to live in are all pregnant. And they called me a whore, least i'm not 16 with a baby. Now i'm not dissing anyone who is a teen mom but these girls were real bitches. I just hope they can give their babies a good life but one of the dad's can't even change a diaper.

WEll enough about them! This is my page. I pretty much like school shere i live. People say they are cliquey but i have a different view. This semester i like my classes. One of my teachers last semester was a complete bitch and i hope she reads this.

But i spose i better go. I hate having limited time on a computer. I'll have some juicy stuff tomorrow.

I'm Outey!

-Brit