HikaruPMS (4:54:26 AM): So how long have you? ZyclonBlix (4:54:27 AM): HikaruPMS (4:54:30 AM): And not told me? ZyclonBlix (4:54:48 AM): Um... ZyclonBlix (4:55:04 AM): Im not too sure how long really. HikaruPMS (4:55:21 AM): Before I told you? ZyclonBlix (4:55:32 AM): Yeah ZyclonBlix (4:55:48 AM): alittle before HikaruPMS (4:55:54 AM): I just told ya. HikaruPMS (4:55:55 AM): Silly. HikaruPMS (4:55:59 AM): So a lil huh? HikaruPMS (4:56:00 AM): Hmmm... ZyclonBlix (4:56:36 AM): maybe alittle longer than alil ZyclonBlix (4:56:41 AM): But before you told me ZyclonBlix (5:19:18 AM): Ice cant tie my shoes HikaruPMS (5:19:29 AM): Don't give me that. ZyclonBlix (5:19:31 AM): Babey's shoe tieing owns hers. ZyclonBlix (5:19:45 AM): She may have started it but she isn't the best. HikaruPMS (5:29:56 AM): So you really didn't like Chick at first? HikaruPMS (5:29:59 AM): Or Ice? HikaruPMS (5:30:04 AM): Or Fayth? ZyclonBlix (5:30:11 AM): no way HikaruPMS (5:30:19 AM): On all accounts? ZyclonBlix (5:30:28 AM): yes HikaruPMS (5:30:32 AM): Okay. ZyclonBlix (5:30:42 AM): All 3 < Babey ZyclonBlix (6:42:29 AM): I luv ya I never ignore you! HikaruPMS (6:42:36 AM): Well you have. HikaruPMS (6:42:41 AM): And I luv ya too Zy. ZyclonBlix (6:43:02 AM): I don't know, and I cant defend myself because if I say I dont ever remember that happening you can just say exactly ZyclonBlix (6:43:17 AM): So I cant really do much but say I luv ya and I never ignore you HikaruPMS (6:43:22 AM): lol ZyclonBlix (7:23:19 AM): You think by the time I'm 18 you're gonna be an old lady to me -pat- HikaruPMS (7:23:28 AM): Yeah I do. ZyclonBlix (7:23:28 AM): I luv ya Babey :p ZyclonBlix (7:23:31 AM): You wont be HikaruPMS (7:31:47 AM): When Riki told me that he thought you had a crush on me and I asked you. Did you then? ZyclonBlix (7:32:43 AM): Well i guess you could say crush, beginning of the development of the feelings I have now I guess. I still really enjoyed spending as much time together as we did. HikaruPMS (7:43:10 AM): Yeah but Zy, as much as you don't show it, there still is a big age gap. And different things going on in our lives. HikaruPMS (7:43:23 AM): I'd rather have your friendship than nothing. ZyclonBlix (7:43:25 AM): Yeah I know. ZyclonBlix (7:43:48 AM): I hate that. HikaruPMS (7:43:56 AM): Hate what? ZyclonBlix (7:44:02 AM): the big age ga ZyclonBlix (7:44:03 AM): gap' HikaruPMS (7:44:13 AM): lol HikaruPMS (7:44:24 AM): Really? HikaruPMS (7:44:27 AM): ZyclonBlix (7:44:29 AM): Yes HikaruPMS (7:44:31 AM): Even though it's on Live ZyclonBlix (7:44:38 AM): Yes ZyclonBlix (7:44:58 AM): Specially since its a problem that cant really be changed HikaruPMS (7:45:15 AM): Yeah. HikaruPMS (7:45:17 AM): That is true. HikaruPMS (7:45:32 AM): But I think you're worth the wait. HikaruPMS (7:45:33 AM): ZyclonBlix (7:45:40 AM): lol :P thanks Babey -pat- ZyclonBlix (7:45:44 AM): I luv ya too HikaruPMS: And I loved that you were so honest with me ZyclonBlix: cause i love you, i never wanna be dishonest with you. HikaruPMS: Zy, I love you. ZyclonBlix: I love you too Babey. ZyclonBlix: -kisses Babey all over- HikaruPMS: kZao. HikaruPMS: There. HikaruPMS: Better. ZyclonBlix: kBao ZyclonBlix: HikaruPMS: Nooo... ZyclonBlix: lol ZyclonBlix: -heart- HikaruPMS: The original was "Z". HikaruPMS: Remember? ZyclonBlix: So, you gonna tell me what i can do thats impossible? HikaruPMS: I love you too. ZyclonBlix: So then hun :P HikaruPMS: Yes? HikaruPMS: ZyclonBlix: what can i do thats impossible? HikaruPMS: Hang on, gotta look at something... Been waiting all nite!! ZyclonBlix: lol ZyclonBlix: :P alright ZyclonBlix: ill give you a new one once i get a haircut, just for you too. HikaruPMS: lol HikaruPMS: Alright HikaruPMS: I'll be waiting. HikaruPMS: Anxiously. ZyclonBlix: ZyclonBlix: -heart- HikaruPMS: lol ZyclonBlix: So you gonna tell me now? HikaruPMS: <3 HikaruPMS: Yes, okay, I will. HikaruPMS: You made me fall in love with you, made me trust someone again... As much as I tried fighting it, it didn't work HikaruPMS: Very impossible against me. HikaruPMS: << Very stubborn. ZyclonBlix: HikaruPms ZyclonBlix: I love you Rebekah. HikaruPMS: What was the HikaruPms for? ZyclonBlix: Cause, you're very loveable -heart- HikaruPMS: You've got me confused ZyclonBlix: remmeber what I said ZyclonBlix: if i didnt know you ZyclonBlix: i'd just be imagining the most perfect girl ever, but hey shes right here with her Zy. HikaruPMS: Zy... ZyclonBlix: yeah babe? HikaruPMS: You do realize that nobody's perfect. And I'd hate to disappoint ya. HikaruPMS: Better get that thought out now. ZyclonBlix: If not perfect, damn near perfect. You know that when you see a girl, and doesnt have one thing you'd ever want to change, shes amazing, kind, sweet, loveable, everything she does is cute, incredibly sexy, a very sexy smile. ZyclonBlix: IM sorry but I cant think of any words cept perfect for my loveable Rebekah. HikaruPMS: Zyclon... ZyclonBlix: yes? HikaruPMS: I really really don't wanna disappoint you. HikaruPMS: And I know that's gonna happen... ZyclonBlix: Babey. ZyclonBlix: Why do you know that? HikaruPMS: Cuz I know myself. ZyclonBlix: tell me what you think will disappoint me. HikaruPMS: I'm hardly perfect... I just know that something will come up. ZyclonBlix: Babey -snuggles- HikaruPMS: I love that you love me that much, but I don't wanna see you get hurt. ZyclonBlix: Babey. ZyclonBlix: everyone has their own opinion of other people, i told you mine of yours. whether you may not think that. I do. HikaruPMS: lol HikaruPMS: Zy Zy Zy. ZyclonBlix: Do me a favor babe and just forget about what will happen in the future, just try and have some faith in both of us. Instead of worrying, have fun with where we are now. ZyclonBlix: We both love eachother lots, we both cant stop thinking about eahcother, we're madly inlove, nothing is bad right now. Let's cherish it and see how long it lats. ZyclonBlix: lats' ZyclonBlix: lasts' HikaruPMS: I just don't wanna see either hurt... ZyclonBlix: I really hope our relationship stays strong, and then we begin dating and so on. HikaruPMS: I hope for that too. ZyclonBlix: I know -snuggles- I dont either. HikaruPMS: But you never know what can happen. HikaruPMS: So sometimes, maybe it is better to be pessimistic. ZyclonBlix: Not with love like ours. HikaruPMS: ... ZyclonBlix: Babey. HikaruPMS: ? ZyclonBlix: Being pessimistic is fine sometimes, but why would you be pessimistic about this? For one if something did go wrong, we'd still remain great friends, thats not what I want, I want to be inlove with you for the rest of my life, and you the rest of yours. Right now atleast to me, the chances of our relationship staying are alot higher than it not, true you dont know what can happen, but that doesnt mean you should worry about it all the time does it? HikaruPMS: You're very right and I know I should listen to you... But sometimes, it's very hard. I worry about a lot of things. Obviously first, the visit. That prolly will determine a lot of the future, so it's a pretty big event. And you say now, that if anything happens, we'd remain friends, but that's very difficult to do, too much hurt and eventually anger. I'd love to stay friends with you no matter what, but I think that's a long shot off. HikaruPMS: So yes, I do worry about things. HikaruPMS: Because I do love you. HikaruPMS: If I didn't then I prolly didn't care so much about you and what happened. ZyclonBlix: I know Babey, it is hard. I worry about maybe you not liking me once we meet, and you the same. So we both have the right to worry alittle, but we shouldnt worry about it all the time, once the first visits over, if everything goes great, you'll be able to go "Zy really loves me" HikaruPMS: lol HikaruPMS: So optimistic lately. HikaruPMS: I love it. HikaruPMS: ZyclonBlix: Babey really is amazing isnt she? HikaruPMS: Zyclon... HikaruPMS: lmao. ZyclonBlix: Im just real optimistic about us. ZyclonBlix: I really think our relationship will go very far. HikaruPMS: I wonder why you do about that... HikaruPMS: Why you're so sure. ZyclonBlix: Just a strong feeling I have inside. ZyclonBlix: -snuggles- Rebekah, I love you. HikaruPMS: That's very interesting. HikaruPMS: I love you too Michael. HikaruPMS: <3 ZyclonBlix: Just for Zy, try and listen to what he told you, get your mind off whether i'll like you at the end of the trip or not, just try and beoptimistic for me. HikaruPMS: Zy, if anything happens to us, I'll be pretty much broken. ZyclonBlix: As will I babe. ZyclonBlix: the time we've spent together, no doubtedly the best of my life. HikaruPMS: I rely on you too much for my happiness right now. It's my fault, but... I can't help it. HikaruPMS: Zy <3 ZyclonBlix: I want you to rely on me for happiness, thats what love is. ZyclonBlix: I want to be there for you, and hope you'll always be there for me. HikaruPMS: To a point... but right now, I'm not at all self sufficient. HikaruPMS: Zy, I love you. ZyclonBlix: and you know i'll always take care of you no matter what happens. ZyclonBlix: I love you too Babey. ZyclonBlix: you've basically taken most of my heart and imprinted Babey on it, i'll always love you, i can never get rid of the feelings I have for you no matter what happens. ZyclonBlix: Im always here for you Rebekah. Don't feel any kind of guild or shame for relying on me for hapiness, I want you to. HikaruPMS: *kiss* ZyclonBlix: -kiss- ZyclonBlix: What are you thinking? HikaruPMS: lol HikaruPMS: You would ask that. HikaruPMS: A lot. ZyclonBlix: Like? HikaruPMS: *kiss* ZyclonBlix: Come on tell me, give me your thoughts. HikaruPMS: I'm thinking I should listen to you, that you're very right. I'm also thinking what an amazing guy you are and how did I find you? Mikey, I am soo incredibly lucky, I just go blonde sometimes and can't think straight. I wanna snuggle with you right now and touch you. Look into your seducting eyes and have you wrap your arms around me and tell me everything's gonna be okay. I want it to be November 17th, so I can start living like I want to, with the man I wanna live with. HikaruPMS: Just a lot of everything all in one. HikaruPMS: As usual. HikaruPMS: Like I just said, I go pretty blonde around you. ZyclonBlix: -snuggles- That's perfectly fine, there is a difference between what you do, and being naturally like that Babey. HikaruPMS: lol HikaruPMS: So when I meet you, it's gonna be okay? ZyclonBlix: -kisses Babey's lips and wraps his arms around her- It'll be okay Rebekah, it will. HikaruPMS: Oh Zy... ZyclonBlix: yes Babey? HikaruPMS: I think my heart's gonna stop one of these times we're talking... ZyclonBlix: -kiss- No, lol. HikaruPMS: lol HikaruPMS: I think it is. ZyclonBlix: I'm keeping ya here, not letting ya go hun. HikaruPMS: Zyclon *kiss* you know what I mean ZyclonBlix: Besides, i've given you my heart, you're heart stops, theres mine. HikaruPMS: Zyclon... ZyclonBlix: yes Babey? HikaruPMS: Nothing. ZyclonBlix: hey, tell me. HikaruPMS: lol HikaruPMS: *kiss* HikaruPMS: Get some sleep? ZyclonBlix: What were you going to say? HikaruPMS: I love you muches. ZyclonBlix: call for goodnight? HikaruPMS: I dunno if I can. ZyclonBlix: Yes you can -heart- ZyclonBlix: Just for the goodnight stuff. HikaruPMS: ZyclonBlix (7:23:19 AM): You think by the time I'm 18 you're gonna be an old lady to me -pat- HikaruPMS (7:23:28 AM): Yeah I do. ZyclonBlix (7:23:28 AM): I luv ya Babey :p ZyclonBlix (7:23:31 AM): You wont be HikaruPMS: lol ZyclonBlix: lol ZyclonBlix: well you wont be HikaruPMS: lmao. HikaruPMS: I might be. ZyclonBlix: you'll be as young and beautiful as the day i saw you. HikaruPMS: I just found that HikaruPMS: Zy... ZyclonBlix: call nows HikaruPMS: Zy... HikaruPMS: *kiss* ZyclonBlix: yea hun?> HikaruPMS: See ya tomorrow? ZyclonBlix: :( I cant even hear you say goodnight? HikaruPMS: Zy... ZyclonBlix: thats the best part of going to bed, getting to hear you as i start to sleep. HikaruPMS: That's not fair. HikaruPMS: Nugget. ZyclonBlix: please? ZyclonBlix: I wont ask again after these kind of talks. HikaruPMS: Zy, I love you. HikaruPMS: I will for you. ZyclonBlix: thank you so much Babey.... I just.. really wanna hear you right now HikaruPMS: HikaruPMS (4:54:26 AM): So how long have you? ZyclonBlix (4:54:27 AM): HikaruPMS (4:54:30 AM): And not told me? ZyclonBlix (4:54:48 AM): Um... ZyclonBlix (4:55:04 AM): Im not too sure how long really. HikaruPMS (4:55:21 AM): Before I told you? ZyclonBlix (4:55:32 AM): Yeah ZyclonBlix (4:55:48 AM): alittle before HikaruPMS (4:55:54 AM): I just told ya. HikaruPMS (4:55:55 AM): Silly. HikaruPMS (4:55:59 AM): So a lil huh? HikaruPMS (4:56:00 AM): Hmmm... ZyclonBlix (4:56:36 AM): maybe alittle longer than alil ZyclonBlix (4:56:41 AM): But before you told me HikaruPMS: HikaruPMS (7:31:47 AM): When Riki told me that he thought you had a crush on me and I asked you. Did you then? ZyclonBlix (7:32:43 AM): Well i guess you could say crush, beginning of the development of the feelings I have now I guess. I still really enjoyed spending as much time together as we did. Blix55: i know i sowwys but thats what i meant, I wanted frnech toast from Babey, the very incredibly amazing, very sexy girl, the one i love soooo much, from her then Blix55: -nuzzles up with his Babey- Blix55: HikaruPMS [2:28 AM]: I dunno if you realize how much you do, but I find that every day that passes, I can't imagine my life without you. HikaruPMS [2:29 AM]: Mikey, you have completed me. You are what I needed. Blix55: HikaruPMS: Well, it's 110% true. Blix55: HikaruPMS: I love you so very much. Blix55: I loved that alot, its the same for both of us hun <3 HikaruPMS: I was just typing what came to my mind at the moment, but I'm glad you liked it. Blix55: aslong as its true babe. HikaruPMS: Of course it is. HikaruPMS: HikaruPMS (8:09:30 AM): Well, it's 110% true. Blix55: Taking Babey away from me, after falling so deeply inlove with her, is basically taking out my whole heart. I love you so much Rebekah -snuggles- I need you.