Storm / Shelter?

I wish the sun came out at night.
It's so dark in here
And I'm so alone.
Please...
Hold me
drowning....
memories wash over me like tidal waves
pain, so vivid, again and again and again
but there is more than one kind of pain
I've had my share of all of it
Silent screams tear at me
Invisible claws, ripping at that last vestige
of hope
And then, back
to reality-
But has anything changed?
Alone
Always alone...
just let me cry
in your arms
just for a little while
then you can hate me again
please?
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