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When I was five years old like everybody else I thought I would only have sex with the woman I would marry. Somewhere between Providence and ambition, I lost my way and fell into a woman's arms. who said that all she wanted was a penis inside of her. Yes, I lost my virginity as a heartbroken teenager at the age of 22 trying to heal a heart ache that started when I was 13. We kept having sex for two years, and then she said she wanted to marry me. I told her "we agreed in the beginning that it wasn't like that." And she said, "I know, but I couldn't help but fall in love with you." And that was the first in a string of broken hearts that I left, as I grew older, of women who wanted to marry me. But what those women didn't realize was that half of the hearts I broke on that trail of tears, were my own. |
Copyright ©2014 Ashi Shadow - 1/25/14 or so due to Sonya.
On a theme I have thought about before and written about here and there.
The title was originally going to be something different, but I decided it was poignant like this.