NO! NOT NOW! (IN THE MIDST OF BATTLE)

In the midst of battle,
befallen by shaking hands and sobs,
the sword of Ankhara drops to the ground
"My hands, so much of my own friends' blood
by my own two hands..."
And in the midst of battle,
a "hero" falls to his knees.

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But then the sobs are calmed
and the breaking breaks even
as his thoughts return to the enemy
"Why, it's THEIR fault
that I have my friends' blood on my hands!"
His eyes grow hard
and a snarl opens across his lips.
He retrieves his sword from the ground,
and mercilessly spills the blood of his enemies.
Copyright ©2002 Ashi Shadow (12/15/02 Finals Week, Heather)