HEARTBREAK WITH A SMILE

Every time you smile,
my heart breaks.
Because I can see the frowns
at the corners of your smile.
And I ask for the fourteenth time,
or is it the thousandth?
Why did you leave me?
Why didn't you try to work it out?
If you loved me as strongly
as thunder splitting the clouds,
and were willing to fight the world for me,
Then how could you leave me
over something so small?