COUPLES AT THE PARK

As I was walking home today,
the park was peppered with couples.
And as much as I wanted to keep it at bay,
the fact is
my heart was troubled.

And there I saw them,
on the benches,
or walking along the path;
wrapping their arms around each other
as they kissed or they walked
hand in hand.

Meanwhile I go by my lonesome self,
pretending that I am okay.
Though lately my heart's been being pulled down,
since all of my Loves 've gone away.


Not a one has stayed
to stay her hand
against the peach skin of my cheek, (1)
not a one has stayed
to warm my lips
or the space by where I sleep.

They've all gone atrotting to some foreign land (2)
or at least to some foriegn beau, (2)
without bidding me bye
without telling me why
and without parting with an "I love you."

So suffice to say
that I've come to stay, (3)
that they'll never be coming back,
so I'm forced to go
and be envious of
the couples at the park.

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1) Peach Skin = Soft Skin
2) Foreign Land & Foreign Beau = Other Land & Other Man
3) Stay = Believe

Copyright ©2004 Ashi Shadow
written 5/18/04. I'm still with Katie right now, just felt like writing this anyway:) I really like it, although the last half is not what I'd intended it to be, and the whole thing almost never got written at all!