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I walk on the carpet of clouds above the world, alone, and look down at the full world below. I lament the loneliness of my high intelligence. I have retreated into my world again. I had been looking forward to my new job, my new life. Then, in this town, a few days after I moved here, I met a woman that I really liked. I really, really, liked her. But that ended almost as soon as it began. And then I retreated into my loneliness, backtracking almost 8 months, or is it longer, or is it less? It does not matter. Time does not matter. Even my goals are meaningless. I hold the sand in my hand, watching it blow into the wind. Nothing matters. |
Copyright ©2011 Ashi Shadow -- 8/26/11 general depression and feeling of pointlessness of life.
Feel like will never have happiness or reason to live in future.
Woman is Katie Bear.
Maybe should be "Nothing matters anymore."