My future
I look at her,I see Gods plan,
I float to heaven, with touch of her hand.
She smiles at me, and I back to her
She keeps sane in this crazy world.
I have never felt this way.
I want to know her more each day.
I hope this feeling never goes away.
God Bless us I pray.
I can't begin to describe the joy I feel
All I can tell you is it is real.
To Eddy
Man, You have been there for me,
When no one was around...
But when you needed a friend
I was no where to be found..
Once we were companions
Taking on the world..
All of a sudden
That became a blur.
so to you man
the best of Life
And sorry
I wasn't there in your strife.
Trapped in my own world
Here I am
I've been here before...
No windows no doors..
Just a hole
in the middle of the floor.
Whats down there,
I wonder with fright.
I hit my knees and pray for more light.
God appears sends the room in awirl
And safely takes me out of my own world.
There She Is
There she is
the apple of my eye
She turns my head
Every time she walk by.
Every time I see her
I let her know.
That Im glad to be with her
I don't want her to go.
I can't wait
to see what blooms
But I will have to
Great things don't come soon.
I hope Great things
well come of her and I
I hope one day our love will fly
I sure hope this relationship don't die.
Grandpa
I remember monopoly
and how I always won
I remember changing the rules
And him acting dumb.
His stories inspired me
To be who I am now
He told me to be a gentleman
and then showed me how
Now I see him
weak as ever
But one things for sure
He still has his humor.
He will live
as long as me
Cause in my memories
he will always be.
Come to me my snowflake
I see you falling from heaven
I can feel my heart start reaven
But you fall so gracefully and slow.
I wonder why every one hates you, snow?
Sure you come in with the cold,
But you were made for me to hold.
No one can say ur a dime a dozen.
Cause god doesn't make copy blessins.
So fall to me as you dance in the sky
Fall to me and say your mine.
He Said it best
When he was here
He gave me kind words
When he was gone
I gave them in return
How could I
Not tell him before
How could I sit silent
As he slipped to the lord.
I pray that he heard
Me at his funeral address.
I can't believe I didn't say it before
Im such a mess.
I guess he always told me the best things can't wait
And he always said it the best
She is gone.
Why do I not feel sad?
I only see anger.
Perhaps it was the near death
That still lingers
She didn't care.
she would not leave him
I should have died
She would see then
No she don't care
She never did.
She just wanted out of her house
To not be a kid.
Now she is gone
I feel no regret
Except for the fact
that we ever met.
Grandpa 2
I remember monopoly
When I was a kid.
No matter how far behind
I would always win
And after the game was done
and I had won
he would sit me down in his chair
and tell me of the lord
Oh lord that is my Grandpa up there with you
I know he is with you, for doing what you told hime to do.
He gave me kind words
when I was a kid.
And now he is gone
I give them in return
He now lies behind me
In a wooden box.
But he is not there
His soul is with God.
The Man
I am the man.
who led him up the hill
I was the man
in the crowd screaming kill.
I am the man,
who made his blood flow
Yet in that blood
I am as white as know
I know
I am the reason he died
I know he is the reason
I am alive
I know he died to set me free
I know that he died for you and me
I am the man
who spit into his face
Yet I am the man
Who recieved his grace
My life.
I sit in my room half alive, half dead.
So many thoughts running through my head.
I wish to see my future no more of the past.
I wonder how much longer these thoughts will pass.
The mistakes I made. The ones I lost.
The people I hurt. The dreams I tossed.
The lies I told.. The pain I brought.
The lessons I have learned and the ones I Taught.
Now the pain kicks in and I begin to die.
I wonder if my life with ever begin to fly.
But all I see is my life in it's whole.
You see, my emotions have a black toll.
And No longer have control.