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I MISS MY BABY GIRL..... BUT SHE DONT WANNA BE WIT ME NO MORE, AND I DONT KNOW WHY. I NEVA DID ANYTHANG WRONG TO HER. I WAS FAITHFUL TO HER FOR ALMOST A YEAR, AND OUT OF NOWHERRE, SHE DECIDES SHE DONT WANNA BE WIT ME NO MORE. SHE HAD ME ARRESTED, AND NOW I CANT EVEN TRY TO GET BACK WITH HER CAUSE I AINT ALLOWED TO TALK TO HER. I WISH SHE WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT I REALLY DO WANT TO BE WIT HER AND THAT I REALLY DO CARE FOR HER. THE ONLY THANG I EVA DID TO HER WAS NOT BE ABLE TO TELL HER I LOVE HER.... MAYBE I WAS SCARED OF IT, MAYBE SHE PUSHED TO HARD, I DONT KNOW.... BUT, I NEVA DID ANYTHANG TO HER, SHE SHOULDA BEEN ABLE TO LOOK PAST IT, CAUSE SHE KNEW I LOVED HER.... SHE EVEN TOLD ME I DID. IF SHE WOULDA JUST LISTENED TO ME INSTEAD OF ALL HER LIL BUDDIES..... THEYRE ALONE N MISERABLE, AND WANT HER TO BE TOO. I JUST HOPE THAT MAYBE ALL THIS NONSENSE WILL END, AND I CAN GO BACK TO HER AND TRY TO MAKE THANGS WORK OUT FOR THA BETTA THIS TIME. IF SHE WOULDA JUST WAITED FOR A COUPLA DAYS, I WOULDA GOT MY CHEK AND BEEN ABLE TO SHOW HER THAT I WAS FA REAL AND NOT BULLSHITTIN HER, MAYBE SHE WAS AFRAID TO FINALLY HAVE A REAL RELATIONSHIP LIKE THAT, BUT THANGS WERE JUST GETTIN READY TO FALL INTO PLACE... NO MORE BULLSHITTIN, JUST THA REAL DEAL. HOPEFULLY WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE, WE WILL BE BACK TOGETHA AND FINALLY HAPPY.. BUT AS IT IS RIGHT NOW, IM NOT ALLOWED TO EVEN BE AROUND HER. I JUST HOPE SHE STILL CARES FOR ME LIKE I STILL CARE FOR HER

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