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The Hurting

My mind is being fused
From always being abused
The pain is great
I'm filled with hate
I am not at all amused
 
He said he loved me so
That love I couldn't let go
I did what he said
He messed up my head
All I had to say was 'No'
 
It has been thrice years
I can shed no more tears
For I feel ashamed
My soul he has claimed
And I'm living out all my fears
 
I feel scared and empty
I can't help being guilty
For I want to die
I don't even know why
And I hate being left lonely

2005, Allen Scott Culp I