Misunderstood
Mood:  special
My Song

wow there is so much to be said on the topic of being misunderstood.

Expression through a picture
Mood:  not sure
i don't know if you guys have realized the picture in my background. But i love that picture, everytime i look at it that picture talks to me. I often pictured that girl in the background as myself. I say this for many reaosns because of one this piece is intitled LOVELESS. And that is how i feel sometimes, like there isn't an ounce of love left me, because it has been drained from all the neagivity that consumes me.

Another Day
Mood:  not sure
It's just another day in the life of Mistrel. It's like im stuck in this neverending cicle of ups and downs. I mean i understand that life is composed of ups and downs but dang i want to have more ups than downs. i want to be able to wake up one day and not have to deal this the bull of drama of certain people in my life. i want to be able to talk to my mother and not feel bad, because my father isn't doing what he is suppose to. I want to be able to chill with my brother and wil out just like the old days. I guess for that day to come and those things to happen, i will have to fall asleep and wake up in heaven. Which to me doesn't sound so bad, alot of people are scared of death, i guess because they don't know where they will end up. But i have begun to look at it like this, the closer i am to death, the closer i am to the greatest blessing that the Lord could ever give me, and that is eternal life. I mean what better gift could one ask for. :)