WHATS BEEN GOING ON LATELY!
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Now Playing: JANET JACKSON & NELLY (ONE CALL)

Get music codes at Bolt. WELL I KNOW THAT I HAVENT PUT ANYTHING HERE IN A LONG TIME BUT SO MUCH HAS HAPPEN. I AM BACK AT WORK I REALY NEEDED THAT VACATION BADLY. MY STEP SISTERS BOYFRIEND GOT KILLED SO THAT IS SOMETHING THAT WE ARE DEALING WITH RIGHT NOW. WORK IS GOING GOOD SO FAR. AND I HAVE MET SOMEONE THAT IS A VERY IMPORTANT PART OF MY LIFE NOW. WICH IS A GOOD THING. BUT I REALY DONT HAVE MUCH TO COMPLAINE ABOUT RIGHT NOW. LIFE IS GOOD FOR NOW. LOL

MY FUCKED UP BROTHERS PARTY!
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Now Playing: MARY J BLGE (NO MORE DRAMA!)
Topic: REALY MESSED UP PARTY
PRESS PLAY! WELL ON SATURDAY AUGUST 25.2006 I GAVE MY LITTLE BROTHER A BIRTHDAY PARTY.I WENT TO THE STORE AND SPENT 200 DOLLARS.AND I INVITED ONLY FAMMILY(ONLY) SO I DIDT INVITE MY FRIEND BUT HE INVITED ONE OF HIS FRIENDS.AND THAT WAS OKAY.(I WILL FINISH THE STOREY TOMOROW IM TO TIRED)

ABOUT ME AND MY LIFE! WOW
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Now Playing: MARY J BLIGE LIVE (TAKE ME AS I AM)
PRESS PLAY. I GUESS THIS IS WHERE I TELL ABOUT MYSELF I AM GOING TO TRY TO WRITE SOMETHING NEW EVERY TWO DAYS. WELL I AM 25 YEARS OLD I LIVE IN CHICAGO. AND I WORK WITH KIDS. A FREND OF MINE CAME TO ME AND TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD WRITE A BOOK ABOUT MY LIFE AND THE THINGS THAT GOES ON WITH MY LIFE EVERY DAY. I SAID MAN I WOULD BE WRITING FOR EVER BUT I AM GOING TO TRY TO DO SO. MY LIFE IS SOMMETHING LIKE A SOAP OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. I GET NERVIOUS WHEN THING CALM DOWN BECAUSE I KNOW THAT SOMETHING IS GOING IS HAPPEN. (LOL) FRIDAY AUGUST 25,2006 SO THE PAST TWO WEEKS HAS BEEN REALY CRAZY ON AUG 19 I WENT TO SEE MY FAVORITE SINGER MARY J BLIGE IT WAS SO EXCITEING. BUT I WAS KIND OF DISAPOINTED BECAUSE WE DIDT GET THE FULL SHOW THAT EVERYONE IN THE OTHER CITYS SHEWNET TO GOT. MARY JUST CAME OUT AND I WAS HAPPY ABOUT THAT. BUT ALOT OF OTHER PEOPE WAS MAD AS HELL. AND I REALY HAD A GREAT TIME AND I MET ALOT OF GREAT PEOPLE IT RAINED SO THERE FOR I WAS SOAK AND WET AND THE RAIN MESSED UP LATOYA AND JAHIEMS STUFF SO THEY COULD'T COME ON. (THAT WAS THE REASON THEY GAVE US) BUT SHE DID THE DAMN THANG. SHE WAS OFF THE CHAIN.(LOL)A GREAT SHOW. BUT THE REASON WHY I LOVE MARY IS BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE SHE CAN RELATE TO ME AND SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH WHAT I HAVE WENT THROUGH OR WHAT I AM ABOUT TO GO THROUGH.SO WHEN I AM HAVEING A BAD DAY I PUT HER (MY LIFE) CD ON OR THE BREAKTHROUGH OR ONE OF THE OTHER ONES DEPENDING ON HOW I FEEL. MEN PROBLEMS PUT MARY ON IM COOL.LOL. ME AND MY FRIENDS GET INTO IT. PUT MARY ON. A BAD DAY AT WORK PUT MARY ON LOL. BUT SHE HELPED ME LOOK AT ALOT OF THING ABOUT MYSELF. BEFORE I GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP (LET ME TAKE CARE OF SOME OF THE THINGS THAT I AM DEALING WITH ) LOVE MYSELF, LEARN MYSELF, BE MYSELF MOST IMPORTANT. DONT CHANGE FOR NOTHING OR NO ONE. AND SOMEONE CAME AND TOLD ME THAT IT EITHER MY WAY OR THE HIGH WAY. AND THAT IS TRUE THE REASON I FEEL THAT WAY IS WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO DEAL WITH BULLSHIT. LIEING, CHEATING, GAMES. I DONT HAVE TIME FOR IT. I PAY MY OWN BILLS ANYTHING I WANT I BUY FOR MYSELF. SO WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH BULLSHIT. NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO. BUT I DONT THINK AM A BAD PERSON BECAUSE I FEEL THAT WAY. I LOVE ME, MY FAMMILY LOVES ME, MY FRIENDS LOVE ME, AND I LOVE THEM.SO I KNOW THAT I AM NOT BAD AT ALL I KNOW WHAT I WANT AND WHEN I WANT IT EVEN IF I HAVE TO GET IT FOR MYSELF. BUT I KNOW ONE DAY THE RIGHT MAN WILL COME ALONG AND THAT WOULD BE FINE. UNTIL LATER TAKE CARE AND THANKYOU FOR READING!