I'mnot your averageasian girl..



I arrive on this earth asa viet girl on 11 of april 1989 in Da Nang,VietNam; But now I am chillen' it down in omaha, Nebraska. Got a lito Mixed with 75%Viet and the & 25%Chinese. I'm happily taken by Mistah Thien Le since June 21, 2005..Im part of the Yingyang produktionz and yeah we do dance like black peepz... Also proud to rep my pride by being a part of the huonghocduong traditional dancer.. i stand 5'5 1/4...getting there to 5'6...i hope ..For my weight let's just say I'm fat.. 115 but hey i can lose it...I like nice straight out people that can tell me the truth even if it hurts & I get along best with girls who doesn't backstab and are open to trying anything new.. I love sport..basketball and track.. & As a girl of course my hobby is dancing, designing, and shopping ; My dislikes are haters with the green eye monster in their eyes.. I face with them daily and i guess i'm use to it..cus not everyone will like me at first site.., & cus...i guess to be flat out honeest i never have a really good day so im never in a really good mood....so u might get the wrong impressiono f me.. Try this... if u hear a rumor ask me about it hi will tell u honestly... Hmm.. scared To put short I'm a honest person u either like me or u dont.. & if ur mah homegirls..I'm gonna be ur bestest friend...If ur my enemie..and u mess with all mah button..girls u better buy a grave and write ur name on it.. cuz i got anger management...i dont stay mad long and forget why i'm mad within a few second.. depends on what makes me laugh...& For within the split second of me being um...mean..get the hell outta there cus i will take ur life away..easily...hmm happy side..i'm photogenic as u can see..and love to meet and compete with dancer all around...so if ur a dancer..holla back..cus i would love to learn from my failure..not that Ii will lose..hahhaasorry..i also got a really confident ;] problems... dont take it as conceited...cus..i'm really not..whatever i can help u with i will.. wanna Holla to mah yingyang girls.. Miz tramiez...aka tilia, & my wonderful sister, mah girl huong ie or LOLa...Miz nga..and miz..hanh, nhi..our big suppporter and role model..yeah yeah gotta holla to the home girl Di..she be hooking us up with conectionz..I dont ever want anyone to change themself for me...b/c i wont.. change any part of me..for them...b/c friendship shouldbe about liking someone for who they are..i'm Imprefect..u just gotta accept that...




Dear my hubby, Thienie..we been with each other for alito more then 8 month now...and i want you to know how special you are to me.... i love how you tell me im beautiful because i never believed it til i met you....i love how you look at me funny when i say something stupid & i especially love how you make me happy. It the lito thing you do that make me smile and the feeling that I feel when i see you. i love how you laugh when i say something random or just stupid* i love the face you make when i snort for the very first time..even if it's very embarrashing ...(sad i love how you tell me i look cute and i love how U make fun of me when u first met me at my house and i was in my pajamas and no make up for our first date... i l-o-v-e how you talk about "love" for hours and never seem to get tired of it. i love how you say the sweetest things to me and mean it even thought it's a lito old school. i love how you whisper in my ear and how you squeeze me so hard when i hug you that i think my back break everytimes your near me. i love how i can talk to you for hours about religion, or music, or family and you'll always listen and care about what i have to say. i love how we call each other as soon as we wake up & i love how you sound when i wake you up. i l-o-v-e how my dog has more sex with you than i do, just k i d d i n g. I gave my dog away by the way.... i love how you want to spend every second, minute, hour and day with me & i love how how you squeeze my hand it make me feel secure that your in realtity and im not still dreaming. i love how you rub my back and kiss my neck even if ur kisses arent that light. i love how you lay next to me and tell me that every thing is perfect b/c you read my mind. ilove how you see the person i really am* and absolutely adorare how you say we are .p e r f e c t. for each other because u are absolutely right. i love how you make me cry, but not because im upset or sad, or because you hurt me but because you made me the happiest person ever like the time we had our four o'clock date in the morning and u carve I love u in the tree and the roses u laided out to ask me out.... I still adore the anticipating feeling every time i think about seeing you. i love how you kiss me and i love how i look at the empty space in my bed--wishing that you were filling it. i love how i get nervous when i see you even if i just saw u an hours ago, and it's unexplainable when i feel more comfortable with you than i do with a n y o n e else b/c i know u love me and my imperfect flaws. i love how my parents love you b/c they think ur such a goodie goodiez boi that im gonna outrun you in the relationship. i love how you deal with my picky eating habits. i love how you worry about me and take care of me even when your not here. i love how you insist everything is going to be alright and asure me with your warm hugs. i love how you keep me warm when im cold and i love how you give me weird looks at awkward moments. i love how important i am to you and i love how i can make you happy. i love how you write me letters constantly even if i can't ever return them. i love how you make sure i stay in line and keep myself traditional...I love how i have changed myself to make u happy...not b.c i have to but b/c i want to.... Honey i didn't think i could do it...(you know thinking just of you) but i did...i didnt' look at anyother guy..not even twice...I cant seem to like another guy or find anyone more attractive then you.... i love how i stop everything because i get distracted and have to kiss ur picha b/c i miss u so much. i love how you wait for me afterschool on time even if i'm not out yet...hahhahah. i love how you are when you are with your family. i love being with your family. i love how you never really get jealous when im with my guy friend b/c u respect and trust me...and the best part about loving you is how i can see myself with anyone else but being with you forever. i love how you think i have cute smile & i love how you tickle me which is not fair b/c ur bigger then me. i love how you get mad when someone says something to upset me. i just love e v e r y s i n g l e thing about you the day i met you my life changed, the way you make me feel is hard to explain. you make me smile in a special kinda way.. you make me fall deeper for you EVERYday && when i look into your eyes i know it's TRUE -- there`s no one else in the ( world ) for me but you. and Honey I'll stop loving you when diamonds never sparkle and flowers cease to grow when thunder doesnt echo and rivers do not flow ...when heart no longer wonder and hands are never held ..when smiles are only memories and hope is never felt ...when trees no longer blossom and the stars refuse shine ..when autumn has no falling leaves and winter no longer dies ...when time has no more tomorrows and rainbows have no hue when god alone commands me then I'll stop loving you......Thinking of you is what brings a smile to my face dreaming of you is what makes my heart race looking into your eyes makes me fall even more but simply being with you is what i live for..TRUST ME when i say i love you,because it's the one thing i will always mean i used to keep a journal but since i've been with you its been hard so much heartache & happiness all at the same time the pages are just be better being blank i don't want everything back i want you to have to look at it everyday & remember what you let fade away..My eyes have stopped searching because I can honestly say that my heart has finally found exactly what it's looking for. everytime i [ hear ] your name, see you in the distance,think about you, talk about you,even dream about you my H E A R T beats faster / /and i know that (( i'm in love )). 



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The girl behind that "perfect" smile
....:A little Peepz In My LIfe:......
Always remember to love yourself first... he'll come around..cus before u can be good enough for anyone ..u gotta know ur good enough for yourself…What we see depends mainly on what we look for in a person. EVen If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies. but..Succeed anyway. People see you as an object, not as a person, and they project a set of expectations onto you. SO that weight on your shoulder that your parents set on u...dont set it on ur boifriend...ur friends..or your kids..accept imperfection... People who don't "have it" think beauty is a blessing, but actually it sets you apart it helps u stand out in the room...and while girls want to be you and in your shoes..u wanna feel fit in.....Dont think the most confident girl in the room is actually confident..it might just be a refetion of what you want to be..(I know this first hand..trust me...). Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you are a good person is a little like expecting the bull not to attack you because you are a vegetarian. Is it me or is everyone love situation seem to be sad and gloomy… here we go again, the girl, just f.a.l.l.i.n.g for the guy again & the funny thing is, she actually thinks he'll catch her this time around truth is u never get caught when u fall for the boiz..i know how it feel to be on the edge of your bed, your head buried in your hands..wishing everything would end .but. here's the thing about life..when it seem like everything..is faling apart...it only SEEM..not really there. When you're truely in love, you won't give up on him and u think that maybe its just people just treating their love like a firefly. It only gets to shine, for a little while. Catch it in a mason jar & run like hell to show it off**** Don't question life..just accept it & try to move on…I just live my life & live it the way I want, I don't care about those who copy & taunt.. Always hold your head up high, Even if on the inside your about to cry.Pretend that nothing's wrong at all, Close your eyes before you fall. If you can't see it, it's not there, This is life, & it's not fair. i don't really believe in regrets. all my experiences,Even the ones that didn't turn out the way i wanted them to,i firmly believe they were all worth it. If you don't get everything you want just think of everything you don't get ..that you don't want.

"Life's a Dance, you Learn as as you Go --Sometimes you lead ...
Sometimes you Follow -- Don't  Worry `bout  What  you  Don't Know --Just do it"


jealousy is always
the best compliment `



Dear Ladiez,
    Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated,are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about whoyou've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy orgirl likes you .It's not about your shoes or your hair on the color of your skin or where you live or go to school.In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes,or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about ifyou have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it'snot about how accepted or unaccepted you are.Life just isn't about that. But life is about who youlove, and who you hurt. It's about how you feel aboutyourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion.It's about sticking up for your friends and replacinginner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy,overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's aboutseeing people for who they truly are. life is an oppurtunity-->>benefit from it. life is a beauty-->>admire it. life is a dream-->> realize it. life is a challenge-->>meet it. life is a duty,-->> complete it. life is a game-->> play it. life is a promise-->> fulfill it. life is sorrow,-->> overcome it. life is a song,-->> sing it. life is a struggle,-->> accept it. life is a tragedy--> confront it. life is an adventure,-->> dare it. life is luck-->> make it.life is life-->> fight for it.Sometimes you have to be like Kelly Clarkson... You have to breakaway from your past, say you're so moving on since HE's been gone, let people know whats behind your hazel eyes, realize you got far in your life all because of you and the people you love, let that person who is pissing you off know that your already gone, love being addicted to the one you love, make sure you know where your heart is, walk away from your problems, be thankful that someone found you, stop hating yourself for losing him, make sure people can hear you and you can hear them, and know that life can be such a beautiful disaster..... walkin' away isn't the hard part it's knowing  that he won't chase after you is what hurts the most..and Baby girl sometimes you got to be your o w n  hero  & sometimes I just wants to SLEEP all daybeacaus  Dreams are the only things that can keep my hopes up and   I MAY NOT BE THE :PRETTiEST: GiRL ALiVE..OR THE "RiCHEST" GiRL .... OR EVEN THE  |[SMARTEST]|  GiRL ALiVE BUT i DO KNOW iM THE LUCKEST GiRL ALiVE CUZ i HAVE You.. you  will n e v e r  l o s e by  loving ...but  you'll always...lose by h o l d i n g back..theres a reason why the people from your past didnt make it to your future.....time to let go..theres always gonna be that one special boy that loves you because your unlike anyone else. wait for the boy who will be your bestfriend, the boy who will drop everything to be with you at anytime of*
the day no matter what the circumstances, wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other makes you smile & when he smiles you know he needs you. wait for the BOY who wants to show you off to the world when♥
you are in sweats and have no make-up on. most of all, wait for the boy who puts you at the [CENTER ] of hisuniverse because obviously he'll be at the center of urs
.
Listen to your real friends when they tell you he's a bad thing because they can see what you refuse to <3eventually you realize that life sucks, love isn't always real, happiness is only for a limited time... you learn who your real friends are. you learn to hold back tears and you learn how to act like you just don't..ANYONE CAN MAKE YOU SMiLE MANY PEOPLE CAN MAKE YOU CRY BUT iT TAKES SOMEONE REALLY SPECiALTO MAKE YOU SMiLE WiTH TEARS iN YOUR EYES*...DON'T SEtTLE fOR THE 0NE Y0U CAN't liVE WiTHOUt.. SEtTLE f0OR THE ONE WH0 CAN'T LiVE WitHOUt YOU <'3(trust me...) even though at  [t i m e s] things are [r o u g h] you gotta keep your [h e a d _ u p] when its [t o u g h] people are [f a k e] & aren`t what they [s e e m] they put on an [a c t] & dont say what they really [m e a n] through all of the [d r a m a] you gotta  [[S M i L E]] because it gets [b e t t e r] it looks BAD now ..but it won`t be this way(F o R e V e R) and you may not always remember- - -what exactly a person did to you .. * - b u t trust me- you will always remember ...how*they*made`...you |feel|  and the The OnLy peRsOn wOrth
BeinG with iS sOme1 wh0 KnOwS What it`S wOrtH[ to be with you ]..stop asking for help..look into ur heart ..and u gotta understand that Love Is Like A Bar Of Soap Once You `Think? You Got It. |[ It . Slips . Away ]|
Girls are like apple trees. The best ones are at the top, but boys don't wanna reach for the ones up there because they are afraid of falling && getting hurt. Instead, they grab the rotten ones at the bottom; those ones aren't nearly as good, But they are the easiest to get. So the apples at the top think that there is something wrong with them, but in reality, they are amazing; they just have to be patient and wait for the right guy who will take the time to get a ladderand ...You wants to be that girl.the one who had absolutely everything in her way, but was able to overcome the obstacles and prove them alll wrong..Girl when Everyone tells you  that he's not worth it. That you just need to realize that U deserve so much better than him. But in your eyes, there is no one better..listen to them..b/c they see what u dont..B/c .the only guy that deserves you is the one who thinks he doesn't the one that'll stick by your side no matter how much you screw up & the one who will always forgive you.. mistake after mistake...everyone cries  --- AND everyone  weeps;; we all stay up late one night because we can't go to sleep;  tears coming out thoughts deep in your head, so you  sit & lay there & cry on your bed you can't  help but think about about the things you had. you can't help but wonder;; why they make you so sadyou can't help to think where did you go wrong.you can't help to listen to your old song .you can't help to think about  him day && night. you can't help but wonder why this match isn't right.  so you're happy to see him.  it's been  a long time ;;  you're happy to see him & you don't know why...well thing is girlly ur still in love..life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont and believe everything happens for a reason. if you get a chance, take it if it changes your life let it.nobody said it would b easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
He said "I never meant to hurt you"She said "That doesn't really matter, Because in the end, It hurts the same." I know you don't want it to end

Not here, not now. & if it's over, just remember what  i told you ;; it was bound to happen.. so just keep moving on, there's no perfect endings




Dont get mad get even


" i won't lose sleep over you i will not cry over you, i
won't save no shit from you, but instead here's what
i'll do: i`ll date every guy i see & make sure that u see
me & ull regret that you're no longer the one standing
next to me i won't hate on what you do when yu find
somebody new and realize yu are a fool `but instead
here's what i'll do shake my head w/ such disgrace&
throw my success in your face.. to be back w/ me is
what you wish.  i'll make you hate yourself for this"


       

13 SIGNS YOUR FALLING IN LOVE

13. You can't stay mad at him for more than a minute or two. You actually have to try HARD to stay mad.
12. You'll read his IM's over and over again.
11. You'll walk really, really slow while you're with him.
10. You'll feel shy whenever you're with him.
9. While thinking bout him, your heart will beat faster and faster...
8. By listening to his voice, you'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him, you can't see the other people around you. You can only see that person.
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He becomes all you think about.
4. You'll get high just by their smell.
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself, when you think about him.
2. You'll do anything for him.
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time




28 WAYS TO MAKE A GIRL SMILE.
[1] tell her she is BEAUTIFUL. not hott or fine.
[2] hold her hand at ANY moment even if it is just for a second.
[3] KISS her on the forehead
[4] leave her voice messages to wake up to.
[5] ALWAYS tell her you love her at any & and all times.
[6] when she is upset, hold her tight & tell her how much she means to u
[7] recognize the small thingsz ..they usually mean the most.
[8] call her SWEETIE. (not baby)
[9] SING to her no matter how horrible your voice is
[10] pick her over all the OTHER girls you hang out with
[11] write her NOTES. (she loves them)
[12] introduce her to family & friends as your girlfriend
[13] play with her hair.
[14] pick her up, tickle her, & PLAY WRESTLE with her.
[15] sit in the park & just TALK to her.
[16] tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her JOKES
[17] throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because u missed her.
[18] let her fall asleep in your arms
[19] carve your names into a TREE.
[20] if she`s mad. KiSS her
[21] give her piggyback rides
[22] bring her FLOWERS just because
[23] treat her the same around your friends as you do when you`re alone
[24] look her in the eyes & SMILE
[25] let her take as many pictures as she wants
[26] SLOW DANCE with her, even if there isn't any music playin
[27] KISS HER IN THE RAIN.
[28] if you`re in love with her.. Tell her!




10 Reasons Women Date Jerks Instead of Nice Guys----
10.
More Fun to complain about them to their friends
9. Guys who actually like you just aren't challenging or exciting.
8. When you do date nice guys, they turn into jerks anyway, so why not save time and go for the jerk in the first place?
7. You won't get as emotionally attached to a jerk, so you'll be more in control.
6. All the other women want them, so they must be worth having.
5. Affection means more when it comes from a guy who doesn't normally give it.
4. Guaranteed to cheat on you so someone else can endure his lack of lovemaking skills most of the time.
3. No need to feel guilty for abusing or deceiving them.
2. Jerks will actually tell you when they don't like what you're doing instead of getting mad about it six months later.
1. Looking for someone you can't trust, and won't care about too much, who will abuse you mentally and financially, but you don't know any lawyers.

Here are what little kids think Love is..
CHiLDREN :
1. When my grandma got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her
toenails anymore. So my grandpa does it for her now all the time, even
when his hands got arthritis too. That's love . Rebecca - age 8
2. When someone loves youu, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouths. Billy - age 4
3. Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne
and they go out and smell eachother. Kari - age 5
4. Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your
french fries without making them give youu any of theirs. Chrissy - age 6
5. Love is what makes you smile when youu`re tired. Terri - age 4
6. Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy, and she takes a
sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK. Danny - age
7. Love is when you kiss all the time. Then, when you get tired of kissing,
youu still want to be together and youu talk more. My mommy and daddy
are like that. They look gross when they kiss. Emily - age 8
8. Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening
the presents and listen. Bobby - age 7
9. If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend you
hate. Nikki - age 6
10. Love is when you tell a guy youu like his shirt, and then he wears it
everyday. Noelle - age 7
11. Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends
even after they know eachother so well. Tommy - age 6
12. During my piano recital, i was on stage and i was scared. i looked at
all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. he was
the only one doing that. i wasn't scared anymore. cindy - age 8
13. My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see any one else
kissing me to sleep at night. Clare - age 6
14. Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken. Elaine -
age 5
15. Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says
he' smore handsomer than Robert Redford. chris - age 7
16. Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him
alone all day. Mary Ann - age 4
17. When youu love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little
stars come out of youu. Karen - age 7
18. Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and doesn`t think that
it`s gross. Mark - age 6
19. You really shouldn't say " I love you " unless youu mean it. But if youu
mean it, youu should say it alot. People forget. Jessica - age 8.

Are you tired of all those sissy friendship poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship:
1.
When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.
2.
When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3.
When you smile - I will know you finally got laid.
4.
When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get.
5.
When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining.
6.
When you are confused - I will use little words.
7.
When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.
8.
When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.
This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. Why? You may ask...
Because you are my friend.



THE TRUTH AB0UT GiRLS <3
- midol is like crack; end of story.
- we love ben && jerrys more than you.
- we will never be too old for sleepovers.
- gossip isn`t a sin; it`s an art.
- we aren`t ashamed to cry.
- we must go to the bathroom in groups.
- we have this thing called feelings; don`t hurt them.
- hoes over bros. no questions asked.
- we don`t wake up looking pretty. it takes time and effort.
- sometimes is just never quite enough.
- we need girls nights; OFTEN.
- we hold grudges and we never forget the things you say.
- it doesn`t matter who dumped who or why.. but whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us.. not because we`re not over you, but because we know we used to be her
- our eyes are located in our heads. not our chest or but when you`re not looking in our eyes, WE KN0W.. duh!


WHY BEiNG A GiRL iS THE BEST:
* we can wear guys clothes. if they wear ours, they get funny looks.
* our friends don`t say hello to us by punching us on the arm.
* yeah, PMS sucks. but at least we have a good excuse to eat chocolate for a week.
* if we`re on a really big ship that happens to hit an iceburg, we`ll get lifeboats first.
* we get the bigger apartment on Friends.
* girl talk. you know, how we just understand eachother without having to explain stuff.
* we never have to stand in a urinal and have other girls stare at us.
* dark circles under the eyes? a hickey? we can just cover them up with a little concealer.
* we don`t have to shave our faces.
* we can jump around alot and shake our hair and it looks like we know how to dance.
* justin, carson, ryan, freddie, orlando, brad. need i explain this one?
* we get yummy chocolates and flowers from guys.
* we don`t have to dowse our food in tabasco sauce just to look tough.
* that whole circumcision thing!
* when we get married, we get to keep our own name or choose the one that we like better.
* we don`t have to deal with sideburns. what`s up with those anyway?
* at least one girl always survives in horror flicks.
* we never have to wear tighty-whities.. or jock straps!
* even if we are ugly, we have make up to fix it.
* we can take stuffed animals to bed no matter how old we are.
* we don`t have to wear tuxedos to the prom.
* nose hair, ear hair, back hair - so not a problem for us.
* slumber parties! guys just don`t know how much fun those are.
* we don`t have to worry about getting hurt, um, down there.
* that special bond we have with our moms-some day.
* we don`t feel the need to slap our teammates butt when she makes a good play.
* nobody makes fun of us for liking the backstreet boys or n'sync. well, almost nobody.
* pick up lines. they`re not something we need to practice.
* we can get away with wearing platform shoes without looking goofy.
* we give really really good advice.
* on tv shows we`re always the ones that have the coolest super powers.
* dollhouse, delias, XOXO, wetseal, abercrombie, etc.
* we can put cottonballs between our toes, paint our nails, and not feel the least bit silly.
* daria and lisa simpson are girls.
* bevis and butt-head aren`t.
* the coolest, sweetest songs and poems have been written about us.
* we don`t have to sit on our wallets.
* our wallets have a place for change.
* it is entirely possible that we will marry ben affleck someday.
* our lives do not revolve around ESPN or sports center.
* we can wear dresses w/ out getting really weird looks from people.
* it`s not required that we learn how to spit when we`re young.
* we are called tomboys, boys are called girly.
* nicole, tori, sarah, paula, alanis, gwen.
* we have nicer handwriting than guys. well, it`s true.
* our magazines have horoscopes.
* we don`t have to stuff boxers in our jeans.
* female pro athletes aren`t overpaid egomaniacs.
* girls with guy first names (like joey) sound cool, but it doesn`t work the other way around.
* we look great in tanktops


1,377 teenagers become mothers...
1,106 teenage girls get an abortion...
500 adolescents begin using drugs...
4,219 teenagers get a sexually transmitted disease...
1,000 adolescents begin drinking alcohol...
3,610 teens are assulted; 80 are raped...
2,861 teens drop out of school...
420 children are arrested...
6 teens committ suicide...
EVERYDAY

 

Girl Dictionary-----
--Fine: This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. Never use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguements.
--Five Minutes: This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your hockey game is going to last before you do whatever it is she wants you to do.
--Nothing: This means something. Be on your toes. Nothing is usually used to describe the feeling she has of wanting to rip your face off. Nothing usually signifies an arguement that will last five minutes and end with the word fine.
--Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows): Translation: "I dare you." This will result in her getting mad over nothing and will end with the word fine.
--Go Ahead (Normal Eyebrows): Translation: "I give up" or "Do what you want, I don't care." You will get a go ahead with raised eyebrows in just a few minutes, followed by nothing and fine. She will talk to you in about five minutes when she cools off.
--Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but it is still a verbal statement misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are a moron at the moment and wonders why she's wasting her time arguing with you over nothing.
--Soft Sigh: (Again, not a word, but you know...) She is content. Your best bet is not to talk or move or breathe and she will stay content.
--Oh: This word followed by any statement is trouble. Example: "Oh, well, I just talked to him about what you were doing last night." If she says oh before any statement, run -- do not walk -- to the nearest exit.
--That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can say to a man. That's okay means that she wants to think long and hard before repaying you for whatever it is that you did wrong. You do not want to be there when that happens.
--Please Do: This is not a statement, it's an offer. She's giving you the opportunity to come up with whatever lame excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is you've done. You have a fair chance to tell the truth here. Be very careful and you shouldn't get a "that's okay."
--Thanks: She's thanking you. Don't feel faint, just say, "You're welcome."
--Thanks a Lot: This longer phrase is not to be confused with thanks. She'll say "thanks a lot" when she's actually seriously peeved at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way and will generally be followed by the loud sigh. Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the loud sigh, or she will say, "Nothing," and raise her eyebrows



A SiMPLE FRiEND `--?have never seen you cry.
A BEST FRiEND `--?has had soggy shoulders from your tears.
A SiMPLE FRiEND `--?doesnt know your parents first names.
A BEST FRiEND `--?has their phones numbers in theaddress book.
A SiMPLE FRiEND `--?brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A BEST FRiEND `--?comes early to help you cook && leaves late to help you clean.
A SiMPLE FRiEND `--?hates it when you call her after she goes to bed.
A BEST FRiEND `--?asks why you took so long to call.
A SiMPLE FRiEND `--?talks to you about your problems.
A BEST FRiEND `--?helps you with your problems.
A SiMPLE FRiEND `--?wonders about your romantic history.
A BEST FRiEND `--?could blackmail you with it.
A SiMPLE FRiEND `--?when visiting, acts like a guest.
A BEST FRiEND `--?opens your refrigerator and helps herself.
A SiMPLE FRiEND `--?thinks the friendship is over when you argue.
A BEST FRiEND `--?knows it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.
A SiMPLE FRiEND `--?expects you to always be there for them.
A BEST FRiEND `--?expects to always be there for you.

When you are a teenage girl ...
-- you're friends are more important than your family.
-- boyfriends are a major priority.
-- you have to look perfect even if you're going somewhere stupid just incase you see someone you know.
-- you sneak out to meet a friend or a guy.
-- you become irritated by little things.
-- you whine about guys to everyone.
-- you're embarrassed to go to the mall with your parents.
-- you know what you're 'bases' are & you have been to some.
-- you find the real use of a basement & bedroom windows.
-- you need new clothes all the time.
-- you go to parties every weekend, unless you're parents come up with a stupid excuse for you not to go.
-- you go 'for walks' just to find guys.

Thanks to those who hated me,
you made me a stronger person.
Thanks to those who loved me,
 you made my heart grow fonder.
Thanks to those who envied me,
you made my self-esteem grow stronger.
Thanks to those who cared,
you made me feel important.
Thanks to those who entered my life,
you made me who I am today.
Thanks to those who left,
you showed me that nothing lasts forever.
Thanks to those who stayed, 
 you showed me the true
 meaning
of "friendship".

 

LiFE`S CYCLE
At age 4 . . . success is . . . not peeing in your pants.
At age 12 . . . success is . . . having friends.
At age 16 . . . success is . . . having a driver's license.
At age 20 . . . success is . . . having sex.
At age 35 . . . success is . . . having money.
At age 40 . . . success is . . . having money.
At age 50 . . . success is . . . having sex.
At age 60 . . . success is . . . having a driver's license.
At age 75 . . . success is . . . having friends.
At age 80 . . . success is . . . not peeing in your pants.


--To realize the value of a SISTER,
ask someone who doesn't have one.
--To realize the value of 10 YEARS,
ask a newly divorced couple.
--To realize the value of 4 YEARS,
ask a graduate.
--To realize the value of 1 YEAR,
ask a student who failed the final exam.
--To realize the value of 9 M0NTHS,
ask a mother who gave birth to a new born.
--To realize the value of 1 M0NTH,
ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.
--To realize the value of 1 WEEK,
ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
--To realize the value of 1 H0UR,
ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
--T
o realize the value of 1 MINUTE,
ask a person who has missed the train, bus, or plane.
--To realize the value of 1 SEC0ND,
ask a person who has survived an accident.
--To realize the value of 1 MILLISEC0ND,
ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.
--To realize the value of a FRIEND,
...lose one.


25 THINGS you learned in Middle School
1. All popular people have the same handwriting.
2. There is always one teacher who is always in a bad mood
3. There is always one teacher that everyone hates that never misses school.
4. Either one, or all of your friends will do something like drugs or cutting, and parade around like they are proud of it.
5. If you listen to Slipknot you are thought of as someone who would bomb the school.
6. The popular people can eat and eat and eat and never gain a pound.
7. Saying hello to a teacher is known as "sucking up".
8. Science teachers who like to blow up things are the most popular teachers.
9. Every grade has a perverted teacher.
10. The food is always greasy and never good.
11. Teachers are allowed to break rules and call people stupid, but students aren't.
12. Progress reports always come out the day before a dance.
13. Teachers hate birthdays.
14. There is always one teacher who only likes the popular people.
15. The people who smoke are the stars of the track team.
16. Guys fall for foreign accents.
17. Two girls and two guys always switch back and forth between dating.
18. The big, scary bully types are usually the most sensitive
19. Whatever doesn't kill you, makes you want to die.
20. Every guy sends mixed signals.
21. Most people wear the same brand of clothes, but it's never the exact same item of clothing.
22. A teacher's most favorite thing to do is humiliate you in front of the class.
23. Most smart people are ugly.
24. Most dumb people look good.
25. The "little things" impact you the most.

* in kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one.
* in first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you && held your hand as you walked through the scary halls.
* in second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully.
* in third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus.
* in fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn`t have to be stuck do-si-do-ing with Nasty Nicky or Smelly Susan.
* in fifth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you.
* in sixth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went up to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said no, you wouldn`t have to be embarrassed.
* in seventh grade your idea of a good friend was the one who let you copy the social studies homework from the night before that you had.
* in eigth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pack up your stuffed animals and baseball cards so that your room would be a "high schooler's" room, but didn`t laugh at you when you finished and broke out into tears.
* in ninth grade your idea of a good friend was the person that went to that "cool" party thrown by a senior so you wouldn`t wind up being the only freshman there.
* in tenth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who changed their schedule so you would have someone to sit with at lunch.
* in eleventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who gave you rides in their new car, convinced your parents that you shouldn`t be grounded, consoled to you when you broke up with Nick or Susan, and found you a date to the prom.
* in twelth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pick out a college, assured you that you`d get into that college, helped you deal with your parents who were having a hard time adjusting to the idea of letting you go.
* at graduation your idea of a good friend was the one who was crying on the inside, but managed the biggest smile one could give as they congratulated you.
* the summer after twelth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you clean up the bottles from that party, helped you sneak out of the house when you just couldn`t deal with your parents, assured you that now that you and Nick or you and Susan were backtogether, you could make it through anything, helped you pack for college and just silently hugged yyou as you looked through blurry eyes at 18 years of memories you were leaving behind, and finally on those last days of childhood, went out of their was to come over and send you off with a hug, alot of memories, reassurance that you would make it in college as well as you had these past 18 years, and most importantly, sent you off to college knowing youu were loved.
* now your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the better of the two choices; holds your hand when you`re scared; helps you fight off those who take advantage of you; thinks of you at time when you`re not there; reminds youu of what you`ve forgotten; helps youu put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little bit longer, stays with youu so that youu have confidence, goes out of their way to make time foryou, helps youu clear up your mistakes, helps youu deal with pressure from others; smiles for youu when you`re sad, helps youu become a better person, && most importantly.. LOVES YOU!


THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING:
Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes.
Bubble baths. Giggling. Long convo?s late at night. The beach.
Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself.
Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. Friends.
Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
First kisses. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with friends.
 
Making chocolate chip cookies. Holding hands with someone you care about.
Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset.
Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny,
birds are chirping, and kids are playing..
Knowing that somebody misses you


Story #1

Two teenagers goin over 100 mph..
Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it's not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off &
put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.


Sad story #2

ONE NiGHT, A GUY AND A GiRL WERE DRiViNG HOME FROM THE MOViEs. THE BOY SENSED THERE WAS SOMETHiNG WRONG BECAUSE OF THE PAiNFUL SiLENCE THEY SHARED BETWEEN THEM THAT NiGHT. THE GiRL ASKED THE BOY TO PULL OVER BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO TALK. SHE TOLD HiM THAT HER FEELiNGs HAVE CHANGED AND iT WAS TiME TO MOVE ON. A SiLENT TEAR SLiD DOWN HiS FACE AS HE SLOWLY REACHED iNTO HiS POCKET AND PASSED HER A FOLDED NOTE. AT THAT MOMENT, A DRUNK DRiVER WAS SPEEDiNG THAT VERY SAME STREET. HE SWERVED RiGHT iNTO THE DRiVER SEAT AND THE BOY DiED. MiERACULOUSLY, THE GiRL SURViVED. REMEMBERiNG THE NOTE, SHE PULLED iT OUT AND READ iT, "WiTHOUT YOUR LOVE, i WOULD DiE."

(WORTH READiNG-TAKE THE TiME LOVERLiES!)



Life- 4 simple letters, yet so complicated ..
Love- 4 simple letters, yet so confusing ..
Destiny- 7 simple letters, yet so unpredictable ..
Feelings- 8 simple letters, yet so unexplainable ..
Words- 5 simple letters, yet there aren't enough to express ..
Regrets- 6 simple letters, yet they never seem to disappear ..
Silence- 7 simple letters, yet it can be so loud ..
Time- 4 simple letters, yet there is never enough ..
Sadness- 7 simple letters, yet it lingers everywhere ..
Pain- 4 simple letters, yet it takes so long to heal ..
Mistakes- 8 simple letters, yet they can never be erased ..
Beauty- 6 simple letters, yet so hard to see ..
Hope- 4 simple letters, yet it's so unreachable ..
You- 3 simple letters, yet it means everything. <333


auto response from *her*:
& i look at the buddy list every 5 seconds...
just in case i missed him
*him*: who is it?
*her* returns from away
*her*
: what?
*him*: the guy in you're away message
*her*: oh lol just some guy
*him*: come on tell me!
*her*: lol you dont know him
*him*: o...
*him*: i was hoping...well nvm.

You told me you loved me & you'd do anything to be with me -
- - ?The next day -
Him ; Why'd you quit talking to me?
Her ; Because ' she ' came along & stole you from me.
Him ; No, She has not. I still love you.
Her ; Right, That's why you've been paying more attention
to her than to me. <\3

A cute ask out

boy: (stares at girl)
girl: wat?...is there something on my face
boy: no...your perfect
girl: then y are u staring at me
boy: how can i not? ur just so beautiful

GIRL: you look like my 6th boyfriend!
GUY: how many boyfriends have you had?
GIRL: 5.


 A return ask out

Boy: Why don't you like me?
Girl: I do.. It's just..
Boy: It's just what?
Girl: I'm so afraid to fall again..
Boy: This is different
Girl: How is this any different?
Boy:Because this time.. I'll catch you..

A reality check

His Girl: Yeah, I guess he's hott.
His Ex: I loved him so much... Why did he have to leave me?
His Girl: He gave me this cheap necklace
His Ex: I keep everything he gave me in a special box
His Girl: Eww, I saw his ugly ex-girlfriend the other day!
His Ex: His new girlfriend is soo pretty...
His Girl: He only gave me a kiss on the cheek?
His Ex: We were each others first kiss
His Girl: Ha, call him? I'm wayy to busy!
His Ex: I remember our phone calls till like 6 in the morning
His Girl: I can't remember, what color eyes does he have?
His Ex: I can't forget his deep blue eyes... I could stare at them for hours and never get bored
His Girl: I swear, what is up with that black sweatshirt he wears all the time??
His Ex: I remember that black sweatshirt I gave him, I wonder if he still has it...
His Girl: I guess we will last another week or something.

Flirt story

HE: Do you mind if I sit down?
SHE: Do you mind if i say no?
HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money.
HE: I'm a photographer. I've been lookin for a face like yours.
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been lookin for a face like yours.
HE: Hi. Didnt we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.
HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.
HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?
HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.
HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one?
HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

Boy : What should I do?
Girl : Just follow your heart.
Boy : What do you think my heart says?
Girl : I don't know, I'm not your heart.
Boy : ...you're most of it.

Another story

little boy: "do you want to give me your heart?"
little girl: "w e l l d o y o u l o v e m e ? "
little boy: " of course i love you "
little girl:"well how much do you love me? is it
an m&m's worth of love, and if it is then what
color m&m
, i dont want to waste my heart on a
boy that only loves me as much as one of those
yucky yellow m&m's he hasta love me at least
a red or blue..green maybe&brown at the least"
little boy: " i love you a (thousand) red m&m's "


A PEP TALK FOR A GIRL WITH A BROKEN HEART
you just had your heart broken. & it seems like you will never forget him & that this will hurt forever. but it wont. it will get better eventually. eventually you will see him & your throat wont burn, & eventually your heart will mend itself back together. especially a heart like yours. its so big & sweet, I don't think it would let itself stay broken for long. you will see him like other girls, but you have to keep your self esteem up. remember that you are better than them, & don't look down on yourself just cus a boy is being a poopyhead. girls rule boys drool & it will be like that always & forever. cus boys like to leave something wonderful just to see what else is out there. so I am giving you a challenge. right now. be stronger than your heart. yeah that sounds weird & it sounds stupid but just try it. be as strong as I always knew you were. you are so strong. don't let this boy kill your heart. I know its impossible. but eventually I know things will all work out for you. cus even though its so frustrating. God makes things happen for a reason. & he never gives anyone something they cant handle. but for the days you don't feel strong at all? just call me, I will always be here. when it feels like you seriously cant take it just call me. & I will cry with you & talk to you & do everything in my possession to help you. I can call you every night before you go to sleep, to try to help you go to sleep in a good mood. I will call you in the morning before school to give you a pep talk. I will do anything & everything to help you with this. me? I would have died without you in 7th grade. when things got bad you stepped up to the plate. & now I am doing the same for you. I owe you so much. we will get through this together cus I'm not letting you do it alone. & I know that you have amazing friends that will help you too. i'm here always & I love you so much.

life's natural highs:: 
1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket.
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
12. Chocolate milkshake (or vanilla!) (or strawberry).
13. A long distance phone call.
14. A bubble bath.
15. Giggling.
16. A good conversation.
17. The beach.
18. Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter.
19. Laughing at yourself.
20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
21. Running through sprinklers.
22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
24. Laughing at an inside joke.
25. Friends.
26. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
27. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
28. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
29. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
30. Playing with a new puppy.
31. Having someone play with your hair.
32. Sweet dreams.
33. Hot chocolate.
34. Road trips with friends.
35. Swinging on swings.
36. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and drinking your favorite hot toddy.
37. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid.
38. Going to a really good concert.
39. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
40. Winning a really competitive game.
41. Making chocolate chip cookies.
42. Having your friends send you home-made cookies.
43. Spending time with close friends.
44. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
45. Holding hands with someone you care about.
46. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
47. Riding the best roller coasters over and over.
48. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
49. Watching the sunrise.
50. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.






promises mean EVERYTHING
but after they are b r o k e n
sorry means nothing
Dear diary,

i'm kinda like barbie, only without the huge plastic boobs. i've got some fake friends. a stupid theresa to always fuck up mine and ken's relationship. i've always gotta look after my stupid younger sister kelly who gets everything. people think that i'm a slut and that i sleep around and i'll steal your man everyone thinks that i can do everything. i'vealways had to pretend to be strong with that permanent smile on my face. i've gotta endure people's shit and act like everything's fine. they talk about me when i'm right there acting like i can't  hear them. people hate me because they only think i'm perfect. but i'm not. i'm just like you. maybe with a more fucked up life than the average girl  but i'm still like you. i just have a better way of hiding things. so yeah, i guess that does make me barbie then...i dont know why I bother to put on make up. i'll either blush to the point where you can't see it or i'll cry it all off.. b/c until u walk in my shoes..you'll never know what its like to be me to spend half of     your day being someone you're not.. and then going home to be something you never intended  to be..so you're pretty?  is that it? you think you're going to get somewhere by being pretty? maybe somewhere on the streets but that's it...you don't have to smile, you don't have to like my style. i don't care what you think, just as long as you know i ain't no game. so don't play with me. just watch what you say whenyou're talking to me`cuz i don't wanna break out that side. you don't have to use my name in your conversation. we don't have to agree & you don't have to like me. it's all right with me. but as long as i'm around, you better respect me. .i wish everyone didn't have such high expectations of me.. because it's bad enough i let myself down.. i don't need to let everyone else down too <3i`ve learned when you grow away from your friends you always find yourself hanging on to the oneremember you were all happy. in high school there is never just one romance. you will always want the things or guys you can`t have. people WiLL hurt you even if they might not mean to. kisses are not contracts & they don`t mean forever. just because people say i love you doesn`t mean that they do. long glances are twice as better than short. learning to forgive &forget is one of life`s many virtues. laugh when you fight for dumb reasons.always try to spend quality time with friends. go to sleep with a clear mind. .you`ll sleep better. the guy who loves you the most usually doesn`t have to say it because you can just feel it when he`s around. is it possible to be friends with someone you once loved ? some say yes, some say no. i think it depends on how much you loved them. if someone loves you, that doesn`tnever hurt you. nothing can make you stay & nothing can make you leave. the heart only loves what it likes & hates what it doesn`t. when ou think about him, is all you can do is remember your past ? or is all you can do is think about your future ?learning to forgive yourself after a mistake is time you can mean they`ll always going to be hard. telling you one thing & doing another is wrong. no matter how many times you look back, never regret what you did. a part of me will always be with you. the heart is forever inexperienced, although it can be broken it keeps beating just the same. we love being in love & that`s the truth. to love is to admire with the heart. to admire is to love with the mind. the head never rules the heart, it just becomes it`s partner in crime. we know things better through love than knowledge. people who do not take chances or risks limit themseleves. people who say dreams never come true, never have had one that did. sometimes it takes a twist of fate to make a miracle. i don`t know whether to love you or hate you. a friend is a friend. . a lover is a lover. . being both just becomes too complicated. sometimes the best things in life really are free. breaking up is harder to do the longer you wait. love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longests, hurts the deepest & feels the strongest. no one has even loved anyone. . the way everyone wants to be loved. we all want to be in love for the simple reason that it is the one experience that makes us feel like we truly belong. when you fall too fast you get burned. the hardest part of learning a love lesson is the part where you have to walk away. he may be perfect but he is human. a smile can change everything, a kiss can`t cure everything, & i`m sorry won`t work forever. a phone call has the power to make or break you. sometimes you just gotta go. sometimes you gotta call a past to help a future. it is possible to fall for someone. . no matter how quick you fall. there is pain no matter what. . the pain that comes before the love or the pain that comes when it`s all over. i still love you, i just don`t know what you are now. i love you, you change me. you love me, i change you. therefore you & i will never fully know each other because we are always changing one another. i feel so alive cause someone like you found me & suddenly nothing is the same.i dont get it, how can people be so rude? people tell you to never let anything bother you, you should never care what people say about you, that you shouldnt care what people do to you, all of my friends think im so strong, that i dont care what poeple say or do to me, but what they dont know is that what people say to me, does actually hurt me, it hurts so much that i cry myself to sleep at night. some people dont understand how much one word can hurt you. but what hurts the most is when that one person that you love, tells you. ur ugly or your fat, it hurts so fucking much. some people get to the point to where they want to hurt themselves. others just pretned that it doenst hurt when truly it does, and then they cry themselves to sleep. but how can someone actually say somethign so hurtful to another human being and not care? i dont get it. and my mom always told me to not to trust strangers, but she never told me that boys were like strangers. && that they'd kidnap your heart in a second && never give it back ..i think that if 2 people are meant to be together when they see each other they get this incredible feeling like none other. a special feeling that is incredible and they know what they want and are supposed to spend the rest of their life with that person. & you just know & that's love at 1st sight ..and i relaized that people are always gonna talk && to tell * you the truth, i love it. i love the attention i do what i do, because it puts a smile on my face && i'm the only person in this world that matters !  to love someone is one thing, to be loved is anotherto be loved by the one you love -- is everything."i have friends .... who love and care about me i have friends .... who will always b there for me i have friends .... who would die for me i have friends .... who would fight for me in any battle i have friends .... who calm me down after i'm hysterically crying on the fone...I have friends .... are you one of them? well you say im not what your lookiin for or what you want but how do you know if im not if u never qave me a chance to prove i am? im still so damn young i just wanna live it up be outrageously crazy && never give a FUCK..* .. and no i'm not ( TRYiNG) to make no more enemies no more unfortunately - there's so many other mother fuckers that just are.* a photograph can take you back in time to places & embraces things that you though you left behind..no sense in living your life waiting for him to tell you how he feels. gotta make the most of it while you can & if he can't see what he's throwing away then maybe that's telling you something right there <3 love is an understatement. they haven't made a word to describe the way i feel about thienie. my heart is always here for him. whether you want it - love it - break it - or you just need it <3i wish my mom would have told me the same thing about guys that she said about bikes -- sooner or later, you're going to fall & get hurt..I've found out why people laugh. they laugh because it hurts so much,because it's the only thing that will make it stop hurting - even for a second. don't expect hello because you'll never hear my goodbye.it's not because i'm not ready to leave ;; it's because i'm not ready to cry cause i don't want you to know where i am, because then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been confidence is the best accessory......




I want ...

''i just want one guy to prove to
me that they aren`t all the same"

it feels like we could last forever.
& i'm not doing this alone.

i promise you that you will never be replaced. <3

people say you know you're in love when
you feel all warm & fuzzy inside.. and you
never can find the bad in anything. you just
always look for the silver lining. that's not
true
. when you're in love, you find yourself
wondering whether you trust him or not.
you wonder what he does behind your back.
you want to know everything and you can
never get him out of your head. but love hurts
the worst when he says he doesn't love you anymore..

don't you just love how every girls profile is
about a guy..but he doesn't get that every

single word of it is for him.


I want a boy.
A bad boy. But a bad boy with a soft side.
A boy who will make me laugh.
A boy who will let me play with his hair.
A boy who will stop and wait for me in the hall; take my hand; and walk me two classes away.
A boy who will tell me he loves me when I get to school.
A boy who will never be ashamed of me.
A boy who would go to something even though he doesnt want to; just to see me.
A boy who will run his fingers through my hair.
A boy who would take the long way to class and be late just to see me for 30 seconds.
A boy who would stay after school with me just to walk around and talk.
A boy that can free style for me.
A boy that would look me in the eyes and sing me something random but sweet.
A boy that acts normal around anyone.
A boy who would tell a girl that he had a girlfriend.
A boy who would make out in the rain with me.
A boy who would lay under the stars and tell me stories as I lay my head on his chest.
A boy who would wait for me outside the bathroom.
A boy who would come up behind me; take my hands; and lay his head on my shoulder so I can put mine on his.
A boy who lets me pay for something?s. A boy who would do something special for me if I were having a bad day.
A boy who would write on "Happy Birthday" on a chalkboard in one of my classes on my birthday.
A boy who would take someone cell phone; go into the bathroom and call me if I wasnt in school; and find out where I was.
A boy who would tell me things through my friends.
A boy who yells my name from across the hall.
A boy who would meet me at my locker every morning and at dismissal.
A boy who would let me sit with my friends at lunch; and when we'd look at each other from across the cafeteria; we'd smile at one another.
A boy who would come and sit with me and my friends.
A boy who would beat another guys ass if they were messing with me.
A boy who would let me take pictures of him and put them in my binder.
A boy who would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball machines.
A boy who would call me at 3am and ask me what I was doing; and tell me he was thinking about me.
A boy who would go to the mall with me and we'd make fun of people.
A boy who would go places with me and my friends even though he'd be the only guy.
A boy who would laugh at me when I get a detention; only because he's sitting there next to me for the same reason.
A boy who would carry my books for me.
A boy who would help me with my homework; even thought he doesn?t know it either.
A boy who would pick out a song that made him think of me.
A boy who likes some of my music; and I would like some of his; even though we both in the first place hated it; but now love it cause they like it.
A boy who would help me if I was having problems at home.
A boy who would burn me a CD of songs that make him think of me; and I'd do the same.
A boy who would take the blame for me being late.
A boy who would pin me against a wall and kiss me.
A boy who would take me to the movies and see a stupid kid movie; just so we can sit in the back and make out.
A boy who makes his friends jealous of me because he talks about me so much.
A boy who lets me take pictures of him at embarrassing times.
A boy who would pretty much do anything for me.

<wow i want too much i know..but my baby is that one guys hahah>


Dear yingyang,

yingyang girls"when people you don't even know hate you,  that's when you know your the best."...and hey we must be the best b/c people be hating on us like a mug...hahaha N0 MATTER HOW HARD liFE HiTS* YOU  iTS NiCE T0 kN0 y0U AlWAYS HAVE YUR FRENDS tO FAll BACk 0N...and ladies..with guys they're only gonna want what they can't have. no one wants a beat up brown Prada purse from canal street... everyone wants the brand new colorful Louis Vuitton bag that no one can get...some time ur friends.. they told you that this would pass..that everythingwould be alright soon enough and that my tears were going to dry up quickly... that i was a strong personand that i would be able to get through this. well1,000 tears later, and a million prayers to god askinghim to send you back to me; nothing has changed. iguess they were wrong all along...life is not perfect...get use to it






Looking at things from another point of view

Passionate Kisses

i realized that there is nothing better than those passionate kisses. not tongue sloppy, sexual kisses... but those passionate sensual kisses... the ones where you start off slowly moving towards each other... eyes closed... lips gently pressed... you can feel the breath of the other person's on yours... one kisses the top lip while the other kisses the bottom... then it's like you become one person... like you become complete... like two pieces of a puzzle that fits perfectly together... i realized that there is nothing better than feeling like that... like you were made to fit... like there's nothing better... than those passionate kisses.. believe... that no one is perfect... that the perfect person has flaws... and when you love someone... those flaws will become the little things you cannot be without... i believe... that no matter how far apart your hearts are... you are together if you can see the same stars at night... the same moon that lights the way... the same sun that guides the day... i believe... that there are two types of memories... the ones in your head... and the ones in your heart... the ones in your head tells you what to remember while the ones in your heart tells you what to believe... sometimes... the memories you want to believe can be the ones you don't remember... memories not yet made... but if you believe enough... your head will turn those memories real... so what do y ou believe?

Relationships are like shoes isn't it?

Girls always tend to buy those expensive, fancy, good looking shoes that never fit right. but they wear it anyways, even though it hurts their feet. like how they are with guys, always falling for the good looking guys, and sticking with them no matter how much they hurt. then there are those tennis shoes that are worn out, but you're so comfortable with them, you'd never get a new pair, so you use tape to hold it together by the tiny threads that are still left on them. like relationships, it's hard to know when to say when. sometimes, you know that it's time to move on, but being with something you've been so comfortable with so long, you don't want to let go. so things fall apart bit by bit. but there is this one guy who¡¯slikemy favorite pair of flip flops. just so cute. hehe. =) fun, comfortable, casual, always right there when you need them. i give you complete support without costing you much at all. i fit you perfectly, never restraining, always stylish, completely light¡¦He am durable, and everlasting. walk with him... and I can never go wrong.

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  • Name: shantea Mac
  • Viet name: Thu* Mac
  • Location: OMaha, Nebraska
  • Age: sweet 17

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