"Hey what's up?" I said.
I was laying in my bunk. I could feel vibration underneath me telling me that the bus was moving on to our next show. "Zac? How are you?" she said.
I closed my eyes and imagined the way her face was probably bright when she asked that. Her smile could stop my heart from beating. "I'm good. A little lonely but good." I told this angel on Earth.
She then laughed that most gorgeous laugh I have ever heard. "I miss you Zac," she said with a sigh.
I missed her more then she could imagine. It was a difficult situation I was in. I cared about this girl so much but it was complicated. Riley was my best friend’s sister. My best friend’s younger sister. She just turned 17.
No one in her family knew about us being into each other or that we were even more then friends. I cared about her so much but I knew her brother would kill me if he found out we were seeing each other.
She was a good girl, a real good girl. She doesn't do bad things at all. We have kissed a little and kept our fooling around PG. I respect her more then enough to go at her pace no matter what that may be.
I want to be completely in love with someone before I give them a larger part of myself as well. "I miss you," I told her back.
"How is everything out there?" she asked me.
"It's ok. Taylor wont leave me alone though," I said rolling my eyes.
The annoyance was apparent in my voice. "Oh about the oral sex thing?" she asked.
She knew that Taylor was constantly trying to push me to fool around with a girl. He was obsessed with the fact that I had never received a blow job. Yeah it kind of sucked that I have never got one, but it's not like no one would give me.
This is my choice to wait till I'm with someone that really wants to do it with, that I really love. It's a personal thing to me and I don't want just anyone doing it. I think I am falling for Riley but we both have decided to wait to we think the time is right and that is nobodies business but our.
"Yeah about the oral sex. He is like obsessed with it or something."
"That's a little weird to me,” she laughed.
"Trust me, it's even weirder to me."
"Zac?" I heard a little voice coming threw the curtain.
I turned to see Kayla standing holding her teddy bear. This situation was even weirder. Taylor had started to date a girl a few months back and it turns out this girl was messed up with the wrong people.
She was former adult film star. She just picked and left one day with out notice and leaving her six year old daughter behind. Taylor really had taken to Kayla, she was such a good kid and couldn't bring himself to send her to a foster home, so he has been taken care of her.
"Hey Kayla what's the matter?" I asked gesturing her to come closer.
"I can't find Taylor and I’m really thirsty. I can't reach the sink.”
"Oh ok give me one minute and I will get you some water. Riley let me call you back in a little while ok?"
"Sure thing Zac," I jumped out of my bunk and took her hand.
I filled up a glass of water and gave it to her. "Thanks," she said with a smile.
I picked her up and hugged the poor little thing. She was abandon and living with people she barely knew. "No problem cutie pie. Come on let's go to sleeo."
I carried her back to her bunk and tucked her in tightly. Leaving the water on the shelf so she had it if she got thirsty. I closed her curtain and decided to find out where Taylor was before I went back to call Riley.
The room in the back had the door closed and I wondered if he had hide in there. I opened it slowly and the I stopped dead in my tracks at the scene in front of me.
I clicked on the program I use to play them and started going through the group of files I downloaded. The first two were your average dick sucking ones. The next few were ok. They were nothing special but they did turn me on a little.
I felt that familiar strain of my pants and I knew it wouldn't be long before I was gonna have to relieve myself. I clicked on the next one and this one was hot.
These two girls were going at it hardcore and then suddenly a dude comes into the picture and begins to tare one of the girls apart with his huge dick. I couldn't control my urges any longer and I undid my pants exposing myself to anyone who could have seen.
I watched the video and started to move my hand slowly up and down my cock. It felt good and I was beginning to enjoy the feelings a lot.
Sadly, the video was over and I clicked on the next one hoping this would bring me over the edge. Suddenly, two men came into my computer screen sucking each others dicks. I was a little shocked at first considering the title was ‘Young Hot and Tight’.
I didn't shut it off though, for some reason. I just kept staring at the screen. I wonder if the men that do these films are really gay or do they just do it for the money? I'm sure some of them do that for the money, but I don't understand how.
I mean your selling your body to do things with another dude. I just don't think I could ever do this for a living. I would feel like a piece of meat. Just being used for sexual gratification.
I clicked out of it and went back to the video that turned me on so much and started it again. God she was hot and he wasn't so bad either. I felt myself getting closer but I wanted to hold off for awhile, make my pleasure last.
I closed my eyes and focused on the sounds of the young woman moaning. God, I need to get some soon. I opened my eyes to take in the sight of the sexual encounter and my eyes rested on something I was not expecting.
Zac was standing in the doorway just watching me play with myself. He looked shocked and like he didn't know what to do. I looked my little brother dead in the eye but didn't stop. It was kind of hot being watched by someone who shouldn't be watching you. This was so wrong and dirty that it made my excitement heighten.
Suddenly, my body was lurching towards a release and it happened. I closed my eyes after a few moments of ecstasy. That was one of the most intense orgasms I have ever had. When I opened my eyes Zac was still standing there, "Sorry, I just couldn't stop when I saw you there." I said finally feeling a little bit of embarrassment.
"No, it's cool. We all do it," he said with nervous laughter.
"Yeah," I said.
"I was just a little stunned so I kinda froze. I wasn't trying to invade your privacy or something." he sounded like he was trying to assure himself more then me.
"Zac, it's really cool. Don't worry about it. We both have the same equipment that we use for the same things. This is nothing to be embarrassed of.”
He nodded and agreed, “Yeah you’re right.”
“See?” I assured him.
“Well, I’m gonna head back to bed... so I will see you later...” he said giving me a weird wave.
He left the room and I needed a minute to take in what happened. It was weird and strange but erotic at the same time. I think I could get into being watched during sex. Hmmm there is something to think about.