My Baby Angels....
I am a single mother of four precious baby angel boys. I have been knocked down in life more than once but with the strength that God has provided me with I have been able to get up and try, try again. I love my boys more than anything in this world and I suppose my biggest fear of all is letting my boys down; which I will strive against everything to keep from doing so. It's a lonely road in life at times but each time I feel myself getting down and out then I just remind myself how much I am loved by God and praise him for this life for myself and for my four boys.
"Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life, to mind your own business and to work with your hands, just as we told you, so that your daily life may win the respect of outsiders and so that you will not be dependent on anybody." --1 Thessalonians 4:11-12
The Three L's
Life, Learning, and Love....Some say that love is pointless,
look at the things it's done to me- oh what a mess!
Some say that love never dies,
look at the things it's done to me- why do I even try?
Some say that love causes too much pain,
look at the things it's done to me- oh the neverending rain.
Some say that love is unconditional,
look at the things it's done to me- damn, am I a fool?
However....
Love is a part of life,
we all yearn to have a family- kids, husband, and loving wife.
Love is opening our heart unconditionally,
we don't lie stimpulations on the joys of love- at least not me.
Love is beautiful, pure, and true,
I love with all of my heart- do you?
Yes, love has caused me pain,
darkness, harsh feelings, and brought down neverending rain.
Yet- it's caused me to be who I am today,
a loving mother, a dear friend, and a person who knows how to drop to my knees, look up to the heavens and Pray.
If I were to close my heart to love because of the hurt that it
has helped cause me in my days,
I am afraid of who I'd be and of the harsh things I might would say.
I choose instead, to learn from the lessons in love that I have experianced in the years that I have lived,
and when it comes to the pain that I have received when with another- I choose to forget and forgive.
I learned many lessons in all of my days,
and that is what has made me who I am today!
......Life is full of many different lessons to be learned; if we close ourselves off then we will be missing out on the joyous road that lies ahead. Life is like a window that we sit behind. We are given the choice of taking the risk and opening our heart by opening that window and jumping out to experiance all of the things there is to experiance and live life to the fullest or by keeping that window closed and staying on the inside always looking out with the fear of jumping and taking the risk to love and be loved........Rather than sit on the inside fearing what is outside I choose to open that window and jump....experiance life to the fullest. If I fall along my way down then all I can do is learn from that jump and brush myself off and try again. Life is too short to hide on the inside. Live your life right, learn from the mistakes that you make, and Love with all of your heart.
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