this is a secret blog.... that none of my friends actually knew of..... it's only in here, i can tell my inner most feelings.....
i decided to leave Calvin.... think it's the best for both of us..... i don't wanna drag anymore.....
i'm not sure.... not sure of my future nowadays.... i want to fulfill my dreams.... but yet i'm so afraid. i'm really quite tired of all this.... i'm tired.... i really want to escape to a place where there's no trouble, no worries. just simply relax and laid back, with nothing to think, nothing to worry. don't know what i'm talking.... sigh.... just simply tired of my situation now.....